Life is full of questions, full of uncertainties that cant be simply answered with just a yes or no.
Well, strt of the dae, had a sjab meeting bout the CCA fair thingy. So far, only thing registered in my head bout the meeting, i THINK, i'm in charge of the erm... word searcher thingy. Haha! you can't blame me, was stoning through 3/4 of the whole meeting, thinking unnecessary stuff =). And as to why i was so quiet? I just dint felt lik talking.
Meeting ended at bout 11.20, left shortly aft. Din't feel comfortable sitting thr, so headed to my fren's hse to slack around hahaha =). Well, anyways, left the place at 1 plus to meet at Giant to shop for the BBQ items for tml. Crapped alot of nonsense throughout.
Ltr, went to Ehub to erm... initially was to get stuff we couldnt find in Giant haha =) Dhen ended up catching a movie at 6.50. SHERLOCK HOLMES =D. Totally awesome hahaha =) Laughed alot during the movie, kinda hlped me out one way or the other. Was kinda jealous of him too. Why are thr ppl who are jus that capable in deducing inferences. Capable in understanding the situation and adapt immediately. O well, before we caught the movie, played cards and chatted wif ryan for short moments. Made me ponder over unneccesary stuff agn. I guess i just need to set my emotions in the correct course and... let it go =).
Haha, going out way too often this few daes, but, think its kinda a gd thing for me. Letting me stay at home would just lead me to over thinking of alot of things. Honestly speaking, b4 i said those stuff ytd. I probably guessed the outcome. I alr guessed the reason, mayb. The moment i strted having doubts was alr when i probably When i came to learn bout it, i'm jus too ignorant. Pretty ironic eh? None of my guesses are actually right, but this time was an exception somehow. Resulted in a greater fall i guess =).
Life isn't all bout finding that special someone. Frens are always around, tho not all will listen to ur stories, but definitely, u can find 1 whom will listen to ur troubles, to lighten ur load. =). The hole in my heart, it may seemed patched up for now, But who knows whut will happen tml. Thrs a limit to how much one can change in life, and time spent to change. I probably aint like you, a week isnt enuf.
Well, guess thats all for todae. Hope to enjoy tml in the BBQ=) Ciaoz ppl =)
