Had a long and tiring dae todae. Rmb-ed, todae de catlyst lesson de poster. It stated smth like "Memories are like jewels, the more fake they are, the more real it seems" Guess, it works almost true for me haha =). Ltr had sjab meeting, well, slacked most of the time and crapped alot through. Left the place wif mixed feelings agn, is like, okae...mayb i had crossed the line somewhr, but i jus dunno whr. The main thing, i dunno why am i feeling so fucked bout it even tho u said its alright =.=.

Well i'm only human, overthinking stuff and not having the ability to stop thinking bout it, it rly sucks. =) Well, perhaps i have a weak mind thats why. Getting rly emotional these daes. During the meeting, i was rly pissed, but idk why, its kinda getting on my nerves. Getting frustrated over rly minor things. Frs that, then this, then that. Wdf is rly wrong wif my life now huh...

Well, guess trying to stay positive doesnt hlp huh=.=? mayb i should jus go to mr. corner and breakdown haha =P. Thats all for todae, ciaoz ppl =)

Lalalalala~Wednesday, January 06, 2010