Hahaha, posting this early in the morning at like 9 am~ Cant slp much ytd, woke up at like few hour intervals. I hate it when i strt thinking of this kinda of stuff, its fking iritating, drags on for daes, ur heart feels heavy for hours and hours. Well, its not that i duwanna talk them out, i dun haf any1 to talk them out to, i duwanna burden my frens any longer, probably wud find me a nuisance if i keep rattling to them bout it.

Haiz... irly wonder are thr any ppl out thr wud understands me, if this goes on, i wud rly explode ffs. Ikeep thinking, isit rly worth it for me to sacrifise my feelings, just to make u smile. Rly wonder... Its like it feels as if ur hearts gets heavier with every word u sae to hlp her at the expense of hurting urself. I keep thinking, but then agn. I guess its worth.

Well, guess thats all, stay tuned for basketball ltr~ Ciaoz ppl!gtg haf breakfast =D

Lalalalala~Saturday, January 16, 2010