Hahaha!well a sudden urge to blog aft finally, tru blood sweat and tears, i completed my Emaths hwrk ;D. Probability is such a drag to the core kae ;). Suddenly felt lik making chim quotes, but cant come up wif any ;(. Sometimes, its so easy to lighten up ur dae wif a good laugh, but its even easier to ruin the whole dae with stuff u dont wan to see/hear.
Well, alot of ppl have gotten pretty emotional these few daes, that wud include me. Well, not that much for me kae ;). Talked to lots of my frens bout it, asked their opinions, not all gave good ones but i'll appreciate them, aft all, its the tot that counts ;D. One of them said, u're worth the wait, others said ur jus trash, let it go, and others jus sae, let it go and b frens, while others said let it go and see how it turns out and many more. Such complications that 3 ppl can make, rly. Ya, i was happy with the times we were seemingly tgt, rly, even tho its whut others wud call, a cheap thrill or your jus desperate ;). But wdv. I feel, that the 2 of us wud probably nv come to a conclusion or even work out, not that ur not good, probably im not good enuf for u. There are a hell lot of things i like bout u, but thrs jus this few things i cant seem to make myself like, and thats whr i feel that the line should b drawn aft all.
To wait was my initial choice, but i gave up. I wanted a relaxed life and b happy with a partner, no worries, share the problems we have and yes stay happy ;). Aft all, always chasing you left me nth but sorrows and i cant turn bak time anyhow. To like someone is pretty easy, but to let go is difficult. I wud sae, in fact, the moment u 2 patched up was when i realise, its not possible for us and i've alr let go the next instant. I;ll just take this as an experience and wont make mistakes wif the other ladies lining up for me XD. Nah, jus jk. Whu would rly go for me, rly.
wooo~ i guess i said whut i wanted. Ryan you should also learn to let go, whut ur seeking for, doesnt seem possible, im not discouraging u, im asking you to face the truth ;). Sigh.. SS test is jus few daes ahead but i aint haf the mood to study. Tired. Kae~ enuf of the emo-shyt-stuff-that-i-just-posted ;D.
Hopes that my leg wud heal by nex week so i can go out, yay! ;D. Well, ya, its a goodbye to a "once upon a time" and a strt to another story ;).
