I'm back, back in town,
and everything has changed.
I feel, feel let down,
the faces stay the same.
I see, see shadows of who we used to be.
When I drive, drive so slow trough this memory.
When we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
I heard, heard myself say things I take back.
If I could, could re-tell,
and make these stories last.
I see, see shadows of who we'll always be.
When I drive,
drive these roads that made our memories.
And we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.
Everything has changed,
the faces stay the same.
Everythng has changed,
the faces stay the same.
When we were only kids,
and our time couldn't end,
And how tall did we stand,
with the world in our hands.
And we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.
Shadow and Regrets --- Yellowcard
Well, i know i posted this song b4 but whu gives a fuck. Posted a agn, coz its exactly bout me right here, right now. Ya, i get pretty emo easily nowadaes. Now i come to think of it. I never rly had problems, rly. Till the dae where i decided i wanted to know u better and all, thats whr my problems strted to appear. I srsly had enuf of this shyt alr. Ur fickle mindedness is fucked up. Get a grip of urself, tell urself where ur feelings wans to be, it doesnt always haf to be to follow the heart alright?.
Todae, 24/1/10 wud be the dae, whr it wud be the last post bout you and frm then on, i wont bring it up. Never agn. Why bother bringing up the past? rly. Whats done is done right? Nth can ever be placed bak in pieces agn, feelings are the same. Take for example. U break a vase, you mend it back, will u expect the vase to back in perfect shape, in perfect condition? No, scars wud be thr no matter how much u plaster it. Plastering forever isnt the option.
You chose him or not, i dont care, but i will just sae, i doubt it will work out. Sometimes, plastering the scars isnt the solution. I know time can heal anything even cracks in the heart, but definitely it wud take time and i wont know if i have the mindset to do so. I would leave the scars there, learn frm them and never make the same mistakes agn is whut i wud do from now on.
In the past, i was blindly in love, i nv took the chance and confess to you. You gave ur heart to another guy. You couldnt wait and thats whr u strted all the mess. You seemingly gave him up and came back. You took my heart as yours and now u kicked it aside. You once agn gave ur heart to that guy. Rly, how further u wan to complicate stuff? No. i should probably end it here and now. 2 heartbreaks in 2 months, by the same person. Fucking wonderfull?.
I dont know whut ur thinking, your probably thinking aft whut i said 2 nights ago, u cant face me or wdv. Fuck that. Just delete the msg and get on wif life, frm now on, u choose ur path, i wont care. Now, i cant rly feel anything of the past, mayb a little. As the emo-ness seeps in, my anger grows along. It numbs the pain at the very least.
Yea a heartbreak alright. But it doesnt hurt as much, well how wud it? I've been having this feeling for a whole month, take it as im used to it alr. Somehow, i feel relieved. Rly. I now haf a breathing space and all, worry free frm now on. Avoid me all u wan, block my fb, my msn, ur blog, no, i wont give a fuck. If thats how u wan it to be, i'll tag along. We probably wouldnt work out as frens anymore. Living in 2 different worlds wud probably suit us better.
I've spilled all my feelings here, like it or not, this is how i'll carry on my life. I'll use the anger to heal myself if i haf to. Frm todae on, i would never mention u anywhr, blog? Fb? msn? never agn. The truth is out, its a memory thats kept in ur heart, my heart and the hearts of my frens. It'll never b let out agn, not anymore. Thx for everything, making me look like a sucker whose blindly in love wif a person whu cant set her feelings str8. Just fuck off frm my life alr, you are hell 1 of a problematic girl
