Think i quoted this before, but wud like to quote it agn haha!. Life is full of questions, full of uncertainties that cant be simply answered wif just a yes or no. Now having mixed feelings and srsly skeptical of how things are going now. Its like, u hope things wud go smoothly it is b4, but i know things wud never be the same anymore.

I hate this feeling, its coming back and idk why. Its supposed to be gone ffs, it seems whut my heart and mind wans are different. I srsly dunno whut to do. Being over paranoid and cant help it. Its of human nature to be over paranoid, and the funny thing is, i'm able to tell others to stop being over paranoid, but here i am, being fucked upside down. Probably now how i am feeling is reflected on the song "Take me as i am" by whom and who? Find out urself haha =P.

Well, tho alot haf happened during sch todae, i jus dont seem to haf the mood to talk bout it. Haiz... Nth seems to be going right in my life these daes. Well, look on the bright side, had a nice chat wif jik yew =). Its been ages since we rly last talked. Kinda hlp-ed me think of stuff here and thr, but guess it wasnt enuf haha =).

Well, guess thats all for todae, i'm still having bottle up feelings, guess to rly spill it all out wud rly make it a novel =P. so, ciaoz ppl =)

Lalalalala~Tuesday, January 05, 2010