Well, your not the only person whu thinks you haf a messed up life. I, here, too feels that he is a messed up life. Well, i still haf many doubts in my head, i wanna clear them, but i rly dunno how to approach or ask you, i rly do haf the fear of losing smth dear to me. Its like, i know ur hiding smth frm me and u know the truth wud hurt me. But, have u considered that its more painfull if ur hiding frm me compared to jus telling me and let me b hurt?.

I rly dunno whut ur thinking now. You wouldnt tell me. Am i jus a plaster to u? Something that is thr for ur use, something temporary whr u can throw away aft ur healed?. I know i assume too much, but, i rly dunno whut to do.

I haven lied and i've alr told u how i felt. Everything. I've alr placed all my faith in you. You said, it may not b worthwhile waiting. I dont care, nth can b proven unless i've tried. I believed in you, cant you haf a lil faith in me. Trust me and confide in me? It, pains me to see u hurt or sad, cant i b ur lending shoulder?.

Lalalalala~Saturday, January 23, 2010