Life is just not perfect =)

2010-03-07T00:56:00.000-08:00

Here i am blogging bout todae and ytd since Dear♥ asked me to blog once agn ;p. Okae, bout ytd erm... Strted off the dae wif CIP at err... i-forgot-where at some eldery homes. Supposed to distribute food items to them and talk to them, if possible, help them clean up their place.

Well, okae, made our way thr, grouped with Jacey, Jun Hong(YAM) and Tik lam. Pretty boring, aint the usual ppl whom i mix wif, but managed i think haha! Texted dear♥ tru the whole time so it wasnt boring~. My group was appointed to 2 homes, frs home, distributed the food and erm, she dint let us in, so was forced to talk along the corridor. 2nd home was the same and and! Yam Jun Hong did all the talking ;p That practically ended our CIP session and of course, a reflection as the finisher. Made our way back, reached GVSS but dint send dear♥ back home ;(. sry dear ;(. Went to have lunch wif Jerold, Jimson and Jonathan (; Aft lunch, had our usuall card session at some nearby voiddeck~ BOC, i won with dear cheering for me! (;

Okae, went home aft that, and went out agn aft washing up, to meet Dear♥ (; Planned to go East coast to cycle haha! Met up wif Dear♥ and LOL! she told me she cant rmb how to go east coast ;p Lalalala~ told her even if we get lost, we will still be tgt ;p. Aft contacting her frens, boarded the correct bus, BUS 31 LOL ;p Made our way thr. Chatted, bullied dear♥ on the way thr ;p. When we arrived, we were both sick and feeling a little unwell. Dear♥ had a bad flu and i was feeling lethargic~ Still, made our way to the rental shop, got our bikes and tadah~ we strted cycling here and thr (; Stopped at few points coz dear♥ flu was getting frm bad to worse ;(. Sat down, chat, enjoyed the wind (; Finally, we got up, grabbed our bikes and cycled back to the rental shop. And thr! we haf spent our 2 hours at East coast jus like that. Actually wanted to see sunset thr, but dear♥ said we wont b able to see any thr ;( So we made our way back to Tampinese for dinner.

Moving on~ Slept on the bus back while hugging dear♥ ;p Got off, had dinner. But somehow, meals wif dear♥ is always fun LOL ;p Wlked wif dear back home, chatted with her dhen saw her up the lift ;( Time seems to fly past so fast whenever i'm with you. As the saying, time flies whenever our having fun, so dear♥ did u haf fun ytd? ;p

Okae, so now bout todae erm...okae actually nth much bout todae actually. Went to play basketball, was fun but tiring as usually. And guess thats all for these 2 daes (; Having a little headache now =.= so ciao!

I will love you more than that
I won't say the words
Then take them back
Don't give loneliness a chance
Baby listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that

I will love you more than that my dear♥

2010-03-02T04:29:00.001-08:00

Lazy to blog these few daes, so cherish post i ever post, coz they may jus happen to be the last post of the blog! LOL! jkjk, i'm keeping this blog since Dear♥ wans to read it haha ;)!

Okae lets strt of the dae wif... Chinese test! I am proud to sae i haf dozed off during the test LOL!So boring laa, reading the chinese compre passage =.=. But owell, test turned out okae... i think!;p.. Moving on~ Lessons were as usual, boring! haha! Next coming up was the... SS test! Well, overall, i think it was better dhen chinese! at least i know whut im writing and think i've answered that correctly ;). Next was math test. Jus coz i dint pay attention i had to kiss my 3 marks goodbye. Fuck =.=.

Moving on~ Went LP with Dear♥ aft sch to get bubbletea! Chatted as we walked and headed sr8 to Dear♥'s hse~ This time! i noticed the hamsters/ the fish tank and the study table in her hse LOL! aft the third time =.=. Guess im getting blur-er by the dae haha! ;p. Watched Dear♥ slpt, so cute laa!;X.. Dhen decided to occupy myself by drawing Beyonds, which looked lik shyt, but Dearv liked it o.o. Well, mainly had a pillow fight wif Dear♥ and drew her smth too! which i think wud b posted on her blog by this sat haha! ;p. Sadly, had to bid farewell to Dear♥ and yay! she owes me smth now ;p!

Reached home, with no hwrk todae! so thats why u see me blogging todae haha! Tml's fundraising and our class is doing horror hse! Hope its gonna b fun~ Ciao!

2010-02-27T06:32:00.000-08:00

Hahaha! bloggin bout todae peeps ;). And to add on to ytd, coz Dear♥ insisted me to mention as according to the tagbox!. Yes yes, Desiree Ang ytd, ate faster dhen me LOL, M-I-R-A-C-L-E~! haha! okae moving on to todae~

Hmm, as usual, every sat morning i strt off the morning by going to SJAB training! The feeling isnt the same anymore, in the past, i used to go trainings coz of that certain someone. But now, i go for the sake of my frens and the sake of my CCA points LOL ;p But this is all in the past, nv to be dugged up agn for i haf you with me now, you whom stepped into my life and somehow turned my ugly life to bliss ;p

Okae, training was very very slack todae~ Took Delta for abit training, footdrill was alr very slack, but my SGT said we were too fierce on them O.O. But wdv~ played games with them. captain ball, and some game which i forgot dhen i played abit of basketball!;D . Well~ moving on! Aft training~ went to Pastamania with Jik yew and Jireh, as whut was planned! But saw the crowd outside, decided to go swensens instead LOL ;p Had a heavy lunch i guess and went round shopping for Jireh's Headphones. Which he took so long to get it o.o

Well~ aftwards rushed hoome, bathed prepared myself dhen went down str8 to meet Dear♥ whu was waiting at my void deck, apparently slping LOL ;p Went to disturb her beauty slp ;p And when she woke up, she see 2 kitkats waiting for her LOL ;p yup yup, dhen we went on to ehub and to BK to do our hwrk (; Aft some time we got bored Strted doodling on my book, which Dear♥ took it home coz she wanted to edit somemore o.o and Snapped some photos and i drew a burger! hahaha ;p Photos upload below! ;D

As u held my hand, as usual, i felt the warmth u gave me ;) As my lips touched u, u melted my heart ;).

Me drawing burger~

Me drawing burger part 2 ;p

Burger complete! ;) BUT OMFG! I SPELLED DEAR♥'s name wrongly =.=ought to slap myself!

Dear♥ Doodling! ;)

2010-02-26T04:26:00.000-08:00

Woo~ i got bored and coz Dear♥ asked me to blog so tadah~ Lets strt of the dae wif erm... ya, i slpt in class todae agn. Shyt =.=. Resolution made to Dear♥ was to try not to slp in class and i phailed T.T Got called when i dozed off for a sec in math lesson. Woked me up for the rest of the lesson LOL ;p

O well~ moving on~ lessons were pretty normal and i guess the only interesting lesson todae is still catalyst ;)! Hmmm, the cher talked bout how u shudnt think " i don;t believe it would ever work or i dont believe i would get a solution" but instead, think of " I can do it" . Watched a short clip from starwars~ Bout this thingy saying if u always dont believe in urself, its why u will always phail. I guess thats quite true as well ;)

Well, aft sch went to watch the badminton match finals! G.v.s.s against Victoria sch. Match was nice but we got thrashed 4-0.. But overall, i think we did quite all right ;). I shouted and cheered lik thrs no tml, throat hurts now =.= Aft that, we were sent back to sch, and dismissed frm thr. Went to whitesands with Dear♥ aft that to haf dinner. And once agn she paid for my food =.= OMG!nvm aft all i will pay her back and i dont care. I WILL PAY DEAR♥ BACK THE MONEY ;P. Chatted for very long and omg. DEAR♥ SUDDENLY SAID I LOOK HANDSOME TODAE O.O! Idk why but LOL! so sudden haha!. Well, aft we had dinner, chatted dhen she walked me home ;) And hoho! I WILL PAY BACK WHUT I OWE OKAE! ;p Love you Dear♥!

Well, guess thats all for todae, nth much~ so CIAO!

2010-02-23T06:01:00.000-08:00

Wooo~aft so long, here i am blogging bout todae! ;) Lets strt of the dae wif erm... I FELL ASLEEP IN CLASS AGN WDF! even when i haf a sweet in my month, wdf is going on o.o. Oh wait! have i posted b4? I once fell aleep, in the toilet, when i was STANDING and taking a SHOWER, with water running down my head. I fell asleep! LOL ;p woo~ can any1 beat that? ;p

Okae, moving on~ nth much happened i guess, so lets go on to the badminton match thingy! Sms-ed Dear♥ aft she finished her assembly thingy and sadly, she had the assembly thingy so she cant go watch the match ;(. Anyways, texted all the way till she had to go to the meeting and i arrived at victoria sch. Sch seems nice and quite big, so is the hall haha!. Watched the matches, so dam awesome! hahaha! and nice ;). G.v.s.s PWNT dunman high!. Won 3 sets lost 1, but a nice match. The only other thing i haf to comment, the friggin place is lik a sauna, so dam bloody hot =.=.

Well, the thigny ended at 5 plus, dhen released frm sch at bout 6 so tadah~ end of the dae LOL!.

Its just those few hours but im alr missing u dear♥ ;( Hope to see you soon ;p. Anyways, Ciao!

2010-02-20T06:34:00.000-08:00

Long story cut short! I am glad to haf entered 3e2 -> 4e2, and i am glad to haf met frens, whom i had problems wif or watsoever, that made a change in my life, that made it lead its way to u!. I LOVE YOU DESIREE ANG LI JUN!♥ Altho the time we spent tgt may not b that long yet, but i know we will and always b tgt tru thick or thin coz all i know is that i haf fallen so deep, so deeply in love with you!;)

Hmmm, dear!i dun haf as many points as u coz i very gong one ;(

When you smile, i smile definitely!

When you said ur fat, NO UR NOT! i find u cute ;)

When i get your sms-es i get happy coz i know ur thinking of me

When i am feeling troubled, jus having a tot of you is enough to let me forget my troubles

When i am feeling unwell u will always b thr wif ur caring hands

When u said u miss me, i miss u 2 times more ;p

When u hug me, i wished those times wud last forever

When u held my arms i felt the warmth u gave me

When u said bout ur past thinking i wud mind, no i dont, coz i love you always(and always!) ;)

and, When u said u love me, u had my heart forever ;)

I have many more on the list!rly but dear, i haf a deadline to meet ;(
I love you Desiree Ang!♥ 140210

2010-02-19T05:18:00.000-08:00

Well, here i am blogging right aft i just reached home with an outing with zhuzhu♥ ;) Strted off the dae wif erm... oh ya! Zhuzhu♥ brought sweets for me, and its 14! hahaha! 14 is my favourite number now, if u guys know why ;p. Okae, she passed the sweets to roy dhen to me haha! coz she always reaches late to sch ;(. Any how, thx zhuzhu♥ for ur sweets! that helped me stay awake tru most of the boring lessons todae haha! ;). Okae, moving on, todae i found catalyst boring not as interesting haha! not sure why tho =.=.

Moving on, had my chem spa test. Result = like shyt. Screw it maaaaan! i screwed up my graph and now my test is screwed =.=. O well, aft sch, send zhuzhu♥ to her block, wanted to send her up, but she asked me to go to my CCA ;( So in the end, she waited with me for the bus to come and i boarded the bus and we bid farewell~. Went back to sch into the SJAB room. Supposedly supposed to haf a meeting but it kinda ended when i reached =.= Text-ed zhuzhu♥ all the way ;p and decided to meet ltr on so kinda slacked all the way thr and i got covered in flour for no reason =.= Thx alpha =.=.

Moving on~ left the palce kinda early, got hoem to prepare! dhen went out to strt hunting for zhuzhu♥'s block ahaha!Omg, i took bout 15++ mins to find the block which i could haf achieved in less dhen 5 if i didnt take the wrong turn here and thr haha! Met zhuzhu♥ ltr on, dhen stepped into her hse for the frs time! ;p Well, it kinda looked ABIIIIIT like how i imagined haha! well, i only ventured at the living rm area, nth more ;). Dhen went on to tm for dinner! As usually zhuzhu♥ took super loooooooonng to eat her food, carrot cake! Well, watched her eat, trying to de-stress her and chatted alot ;).

Dhen headed to a nearby void deck, zhuzhu♥ insisted me to teach her how to plae cards o.o Am i doign the right thing? haha! well i teached her abit lorh, but i dont think she understood whut i said ;p Snapped some pics with her too, but im lazy to upload here haha! Chatted agn also.

When u held my arms, my blood pressure raised in an instant, but i love it just like how i love todae ;) Ciao ppl!

2010-02-18T06:18:00.000-08:00

Okae, todae was a long dae (; Lets strt off with erm... Woke up wif quite a strt =.=, had a bad night, woke uphalf way, sweating lik shit but im sneezing at the same time LOL! So shud i on the fan? hahaha ;p. Okae, sent my daily morning msg-es to zhuzhu♥ and lalala~

Well, frs lesson of the dae was Phy, frs lesson and he had to stand for the whole of 1 period o.o, and i got singled out for smiling coz he was scolding me =.=. Nvm, at least i did buy my file now and its alr in the bag (;. Ohoh! Next few periods was okae, cant seem to pay attention during chem and mat lesson todae, kept dozing off zzz =.=. Hope zhuzhu♥'s sweets wud hlp me stop those problems tml (;

Moving on~ Stayed back for a short while and apparently!no1 could read my unholy handwriting LOL! including zhuzhu♥ ;p Well, cleared both our PWDs dhen walked out tgt, deciding whr to go haha! Well, frs we camped at LP for zhuzhu♥'s lunch (; She took 1 hour! to finish her burger/fries/drink ;p Ohoh! When we went to Mac, saw Charmine and Gladys, and they were like playing with their food LOL! they even made words out of sugar and i took a photo of it, but im lazy to upload any photos todae...so lalalla~ Moving on~ went to the nearby bookshop wif zhuzhu♥ to get my files for phy tml as stated abv haha! dhen decided to go whitesands (;

Chatted all the way and we arrived at whitesands, saw Tian rong, Fathin and Amirrudin (; Well, we went in, not knowing whut to do yet, and somehow, we caught the 3 of them stalking us ;p Hahahaha! no laa, they said tian rong wanted a hair cut so tadah~ while he was cutting his hair, me and zhuzhu♥ were making fun of fathin and amirruddin ;p! Well, we then headed to the library and parted ways. Talked alot wif zhuzhu♥ thr! and well, left the place and she walked me home, even tho i wanted to send her home ;(

Todae jus has to b the best dae of my life, did u notice how my heartbeat fluctuated when u touched me ;p Okae... gtg now!ciaoz!

2010-02-17T06:29:00.000-08:00

Wooo~ this few days getting lazy to blog, coz ima busy smsing Zhuzhu♥ ;p. Well, strted of the dae wif erm... PE! Sprinting i guess, my frstiming was erm 10.1 sec and the second was 10.3 sec =.=, deproved LOL! and that running made my blister worse. Screw it~ But zhuzhu♥ did ask for my well being so lalalal~. Hmm... moving on~ did a eng compo test, but cud guess the outcome of the test alr. Not good haha! Was half awake when i did the test =.=. Lessons were as usuall, but smth special happened during Phy o.o.

Well, i wud sae both sides were wrong but! and wait, its not a racial siding, i support J in a way haha! Frsly coz, why the hell mus u mention the thing in the frs place if u jus kept ur mouth shut? Okae, shan't talk more bout it, it dampens the mood (; Moving on~ Aft sch, was walking down and zhuzhu♥ was in front alr ;( so, i had to chase her all the way till second level b4 i caught up LOL ;p Of course with many ppl looking at us ;p.

Walked all the way to the busstop and waited for zhuzhu♥'s bus to come (; Chatted all the way but she dint let me send her home ;( Well, sadly aft the bus came, said goodbye to zhuzhu♥ ;( dhen met up wif jimmy/roy/jer/danil and went to jimmy's hse to slack haha! ;p Well! nth much aftwards finished 3/4 of my hwrk so here i am blogging (;

Yes yes, your the love of my life and i will love you always zhuzhu♥! <3

2010-02-15T04:31:00.000-08:00

Yo ppl~ Todae was pretty boring, no visiting of cousin's hse coz it seems pointless if i go thr and stare at walls without getting ang pao ;p. So in the end camped at home the whole dae. Woke up at 8 plus, does the usual stuff dhen switches on his lappy and does the usual stuff agn. Omg, this CNY is lik not CNY lorh o.o.

Spent the whole dae chatting with Zhuzhu♥, reading manga and listening to music haha ;D Ohoh! did part of my hwrk too, jus aint got the mood haha (; Basically, highlight of todae ---> chatting wif Zhuzhu♥(; Ohoh, actually wanted to meet at night de but sadly cannot ;( I miss u badly leh ;(

Hmmm, aftwards felt iriated at a certain someone whom i dont wish to name here. I mean c'mon laa, whose life isit, hers or yours? Mind ur prob pls? Dont judge others if u dont know them well, thats all i got to sae. Well, cooled down aft having a cool shower and chatting wif zhuzhu♥ of course ;p.

Well, had dinner ltr on, played a bit arcade haha! And here i am blogging bout todae~ Guess thrs nth much to blog bout todae! Looking forward to outing tml and also every 14th of every month. I love you and missing u badly zhuzhu♥ ;( Ciao!

2010-02-14T05:55:00.001-08:00

Well, jus came back frm my CNY celebration aft ditching my aprents whu are still playing mahjong at my cousin's hse ;p. Strting off the dae wif. I JUST HAD THE BEST VALENTINE'S DAE AND GIFT WOOOOHOOOO~ Probably the happiest guy in the world now ;p. 14/2/10 FTW! As to why its so awesome? Guess it urself peeps ;p

Well~ Woked up early to wake a certain someone up which she forgot she told me to wake me up, so cute haha ;p. Well, washed up, prepared dhen headed out to my grandmother's place. Surprisingly, we were the frs to reach O.O, when we were always late Hahaha~ the norm was to collect ang pao~ grab snacks dhen eat "mee sua" haha!. Well idk why, dint had appetite todae for lunch. Must be due to the estacy frm this morning ahahahha ;D Chatted wif my cousin bout my little little someone and chatted with him bout his little little someone ;p Well overall still okae (;

Moving on~ left hte place at bout 1 plus 2 and headed to my aunt's place. And idk how and why~ we were the frs to arrive agn =.=. Spent all that time watching tv and smsing ;D. Slowly cousins/aunts/uncels flooded in, got my 2nd set of ang pao~ Dhen pratically stoned and sms ;D for the whole time. Played mahjong for awhile, pretty awesome haha! ;D Dhen decided to head back home which is why i am here blogging to u ppl now (;

I just love todae, i Love you and im missing u baby ;( 14/2/10ღ

2010-02-13T06:10:00.000-08:00

Woo~ Freaking awesome dae todae ;DD!. Well, went out wif Desiree to celbrate V.dae ;D. Well, at frs, find that the plan i made was pretty lame ;( Hoped u enjoy anyhow~. Well, met up at 11.50, originally was supposed to meet at 11.30 but o well ;P. Got her a gift, scroll down to refer haha ;D. Well, walked round the fifth floor coz Desiree's parents were somehow at Tm too o.o. Then decided to plae arcade to kill time. Played erm... Datona and some dancing game which i got so badly pwnt at ;p.

Hahaha, moving on~ Went to catch the movie "Valentine's dae". I find it so dam awesome (; Especially certain statements they say which i find it is meaningfull. Overrall its a comedy and meaningfull show haha! Mainly asking you to cherish your loved ones i guess (; One of them, which i think i cant forget wud be this. " You dont judge others by their mishaps or their negative points" or smth lik that laa (; And i think thats true and thats how i feel towards you.

Okae, moving on~ Aft the movie, Desiree decided to get me a gift too, haha so sweet ;D. Well, went to 77th street and aft so long of deciding, managed to pick a bracelet/bangle haha! Dunno whut its called but its nice kae ;D. Ltr headed to the open plaza, snapped some photos which wud be posted below (; Dhen chatted and chatted all the way till 4 plus haha (; Sigh, had no choice but to leave, had reunion dinner aft wards ;( No matter how much i wanted to stay longer too ;(. Ohoh! she also made me a card! Its beautiful ;) Gonna post the pic below too~

Well, ltr bid farewells dhen headed to my uncle's place for reunion dinner. Pretty much the same as always, did the "lao hei" and had steamboat ;) Dunno why, dint had much appetite, so ate quite less. Mus be due to the estacy frm jus now ;p. Well, guess thats all haha! I just love todae ;D anyhow! HAPPY CNY AND VALENTINES DAE TO ALL! CHEERS! ;D

2010-02-12T02:26:00.000-08:00

A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to
What’s weird about it
Is we’re right at the end
And mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I’m proud to say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
I got you
Ain’t falling a part, or bitter
Let’s be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you’re all alone
We’ll go on surviving
No drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I’ll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
‘Cause this is love and life
And nothing we can both control
And if it don’t feel right
You’re not losing me by letting me know

Go ahead and say goodbye (say goodbye)
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I’ll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you

A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you

I got you ----Leona Lewis

Woo, got this song a few daes ago frm da jie da ;P. Nice song haha so tadah~ Well, What do u ppl do when ur bored and at home staring at the com? You blog! haha ;p So gonna strt blogging bout todae.

Hmmm... Lets strt of with erm.. sch lessons todae were very slack (; 1 period silent reading whr he were all crapping, 1 period of amath and the rest of the time were spent crapping haha ;p Well, lazy to elaborate bout whut happen with the notice board thigny so gonna skip that part~. Went for the CNY concert thingy, well, this time it seems much shorter compared to the other years but o well (; Pretty boring actualy, highlight of the conert was the Mascot contest haha!. Seeing all the hilarious costumes on those ppl ;p.

Well, aft that headed to Jimmy's hse agn~ Played cards wif Amirruddin, Johnathan, Jimmy. Got bored dhen switch to playing monopoly ;P. Hahaha! ya we no childhood laa ;p. Gameplae was freaking hilarious haha! ;p.

Well, lazy to do hwrk and im expecting tml to be an awesome dae ;DD. So looking forward to tml haha! ;DD Okae, ciao ppl!

2010-02-11T05:23:00.001-08:00

Well, finally get to blog erm, todae's pretty boring too (; Well, actually not boring but rather crap for the frs half of the sch time =.=. Frs period was free period but knowing Mr sim, obviously we had emaths to do. Next was chem pratical. Well, as usually, im clueless of whut to do haha!. The best thing was, i missed half of the shitting experiment due to my stomache =.=. But o well, manage to finish the paper and blah blah blah.

Moving on~ Chinese lesson was fun apparently ;p. We were like supposed to sae 4 words regarding to CNY greetings, and mine was epic. Too bad, i'm too lazy to type chinese here so... ;P. Oh ya, lent my chinese story book to Desiree and rachael and apparently i can see the tiny "thank you" note laa ;p

Moving on~ Thursdays were usually lenghty/boring aft recess coz its like 2 periods of amaths followed by 2 periods of emaths. Haha, survived tru amaths, and todae emaths was like super slack la!. Spent 15 mins doing 2 questions dhen the rest of the time was used to decide notice board stuff/ hamper and etc ;D. Moving on, todae dint require us to stay back so, headed to jimmy hse to slack~ Well, went thr to do nth actually =.= 1 facing com, 1 slping 1 smsing(me) LOL. And sadly the other side suddenly stop smsing and got me worried for nth ;(. Hahaha jk laa (;.

Well, guess i need to do my amaths now. Ciao!

2010-02-10T05:28:00.000-08:00

Life is like a one way track, its just meant to move on. But we, the weak humans jus haf to endure the hardships, take the pain and move on along wif time. Not every1 can do this, i wont sae i can, but i'll try and i'll hope you will too ;) Okae, well, strted blogging coz i got lazy and bored of doing my hwrk so tadah~ ;p

Lets strt of with hmmm, oh yay! i finally strted to do PE agn ;)! Was freaking epic la for me. My frs time throwing javelin mah, dhen i tot i had the theory right alr. I applied it, but it doesnt seem to work out ;p. Both throws were somersaults( wdv its spelled xD) and both before-throws, i hit my own back =.=. Anyhow~, i still had fun i guess ;p. Ohoh!Now even Mr aljunid saes i look lik Mr Sim. Now ppl, do i rly look lik him o.O? I have been told that since i entered sec 3 sia =.=

Okae moving on~ Hmmm, I made an achievement! I dint even dozed off todae in sch haha! ;p No laa, coz i was planning Sat for the whole dae mah ;p. Touched ma? Da jie da ;D Okae, well, nth much happened aft that in sch i guess. Oh! got back my SS and Amaths, werent very satisfied wif the results but i just haf to work harder nex time i guess ;).

Wooo~ Okae, aft sch, went to central dhen to jimmy's hse to slack along wif Ruddin ;). Roy was lik bitching, wanting to go dhen dont want to go coz of his...*ahem. But o well, in the end went to jimmy's hse, played cards and chat, blah blah blah. Oh ya! todae, whole dae felt blank sia, very lethargic also, god, pls dont tell me i'm falling sick. CNY and valentines dae are coming ;(.

Haha! okae, its rly shocking you know, but i dont care ;). You are you and will still be you. And thats the you i know ;). Tho i only know you for that long ;0. Hahaha! Cheer up kae ;p. Kae, thats all for todae i guess, Ciao ppl!

2010-02-09T00:30:00.000-08:00

Weee, finally get to blog. Todae's post is gonna be bout todae and tml ;). Hmm... highlight of ytd... lets strt of with erm... I GOT BACK MY REP PAPER! AND GUESS WHUT? I PASS. I PASS! 18/30 BOOOYAAAH! ;D. Wooo~ felt estatic tru the whole perios but weared off ltr on ahhh~ owell ;). Ohoh! ytd during SS. Ms lau was freaking epic laa =.=. Ppl ask for test papper nia, must kpkb meh o.O? Shout here shout thr, disturb my beauty slp ;p. Its not like we're comparing u with another teacher omg. Pls dont vent ur anger on other classes. If its ur own issue, solve it urself instead of venting out on others pls.

Hmmm, nth much i guess. Its great that i'm able to communicate normaly wif my fren now. Had a "fight" i guess but whu cares bout that now. Lalalala~ cheer up anyways ;) Ohoh! it so happened that i owe someone a meal horh? DA JIE DA ;P.

Okae, now blogging bout todae. i fucking failed my geography test. Omfg! all the shocked looking eyes at me, i never study laa okae? Sian... frs fail for geography =.=. Todae was a rather boring dae, slpt tru almost the whole dae ;p. Assembly todae was bout hmmm... some chinese ethnic dance thingy. The performance was overall-y okae, nth much to comment bout. But the MC is hilarious ;p. How the hell can u pronounce "right leg" as "Red leg" and he saes jokes like " Hey, u all hot huh? so noisy... why not go take a shower?" and " hey you whuts ur name...shaddaplaaa? oh icic, so ur name is shaddaplaaa" LOL =.= E-P-I-C. ;).

Aft sch had Emaths test, quite simple actually and i definitely must get an A1 this time ;). Kae, guess thats all for todae. Gotta do hwrk liao, ciao!

2010-02-07T05:26:00.001-08:00

Okae lets strt blogging bout todae, finally i am here at home. Out the whole dae, feeling shag here and thr ;). Okae lets strt the dae off with hmmm... Ya, met roy, jer and jimmy at Elias BBALL court~ Played for bout an hour plus or so. Had fun ahahhaa! Lost all my shooting forms and i cant do layups! Coz i dun dare run or jump properly ;( Ltr sprain ankle agn GG for me =.=. But shoot alot of hoops, tanned ourself in the suns, got a sunburn ;p.

Ltr, chilled out at Elias mac, aft jimmy had his luch, we went to Jimmy's hse to slack. Saw him plae Audi wif Desiree. EPIC BODOH! E-P-I-C!!!. Each time he misses one key, he slams his hands on the keyboard or table~ Me, jer and Roy over thr Laugh lik crazy sial hahahah! Thx for the entertainment ar Jimmy ;p. Luaghed alot, pretty shag aft that. Parents fetched me frm thr, dhen headed to TM to get a pair of slippers for me.

The best thing is, we spent 4 hours+ thr trying to find a piar of slipper and we found nth =.= If it isnt not the type i wan, its too ex or my mom's jus too picky ;). Grabbed dinner, went to ehub to find slippers agn, but too ex. Ltr went to Whitesands to get breakfast for tml and wow! I found a slipper thr! Nice and the price is reasonable ;P. Spent the whole dae trying to find a shytting pair of slippers wdh =.=.

Moving on, aft got my slippers got myself a shirt! Nice kae ahahhaa! Omg, this post seems pretty lame, too tired to make it nice and simple ;p. Guess thats all for todae. Tml's the strt of the sch day alr, haiz ;( Ciaoz ppl!

2010-02-06T02:57:00.000-08:00

Roy! but i have no idea wth he is doing ;p

Little Piggy ;D

Little piggy agn ;D

Desiree with little piggy ;)

Me with little piggy ;p

Hahaha! okae, frs time uploading photos on my blog, coz someone ask me to put photos so tadah~ ;D. Well, i skipped training for the study session. So sorry alpha ;P. Hmm, well okae lets strt off with erm... Woke up quite early bout 8+ am, finished breakfast dhen strted blogging bout my previous post haha ;D

Okae, moving on~ Supposed to meet at 11 at Tm wif Roy and Desiree and ya.. Roy said he would be late since he boarded the bus at 10.50 =.=. And i also said i wud be late ;P. In the end, i reached the earliest at 11.08 wif no1 haha ;p. But o well, was bout to go up to second lvl when desiree appeared at Tm aft lik less dhen 5 mins she said she left her hse. Wow o.o. Haha! So talked to her in rl for the frs time i suppose, dhen waited for Roy whu came at 11.30 =.=.

Well, walked round tm to get some stuff dhen headed to Ehub's Mac since Tm's mac was packed and Roy was desperately wanting a McFlurry~ Anyways, Moving on, Reached at Ehub, went mac to grab lunch. Chatted awhile bout sch and stuff while waiting for Desiree to slloooooooowwwwllllllllllllly finish her meal ;P. jkjk! ;D. Aft meal went to next door, BurgerKing to strt our study session ;). Spent bout 2 hours on my phy and we were strting to get bored. Stopped our studying thingy~ Snappd a few photos as shown aboce ;D and strted crapping haha ;). Aft that headed home and tadah~ here i am blogging bout todae ;).

Ohoh!wait! aft the studdy sessions, we were lik wondering how the heck roy rmb all the song titles plus its lyrics haha!. Dhen when i was listening to one of roy's song, a combi of 25 song parts in 1 song. Dhen i heard one part was sung be beyonce, i pronounced it as beyonds lols! Okae, laugh ppl, ima still living under the rock =.= One more part, i only realised Love drunk--- boy like irls a few daes ago too. Ahhh! Desiree is evil ;D

Hmm, if anything else epic-ed happened, i'll update haha!anyways, guess thats all i suppose so Ciao! ;)

2010-02-05T18:12:00.000-08:00

Misunderstandings is a word to use for ytd. I have no comments to whatsoever ur trying to point out. I am not avoiding nor am i angry at anything. Call me wdv u wan i have no time to entertain you. To me, i cherish every frens i have, whether how we meet, fate or wdv, i treasure every of them coz they made whut i am here now and todae. You are included. But hey, if u wan to think im just some stuckup bitch ass bastard avoiding problems here and thr, its up to u.

I have alr tot this tru long time ago and i have moved on. I don't have time nor energy to waste having a "cold war" over this matter. Call me irresponsible or wdv crap, if u wan u lecture me str8 in the face, i couldnt care less. In my heart, once a fren always a fren, whether i like it or not, i cant bring myself to hate a fren wdv the thing is. Don't ask me how i got to know over this matter, i just know. Anyhow, isnt it beter this way? Noones disturbing you, u can have ur relationship in peace without "disturbance". Its to ur advantage one way or the other.

To patch up wif a fren, it doesnt take the effort of 1 person, it take the effort of both. Okae, gtg alr~ Ciao!

2010-02-05T03:30:00.000-08:00

Wooo~ Not much hwrk, mayb 1 or 2 for the weekend! Just how awesome is that! Furthermore no staying back todae haha!Okae, hmmm...Strted off the dae wif erm... Well lessons were nth much, borign as ever. Ohoh! Catalyst! Ya, i just love that 1 hour on fridae ;D. Todae the ball got rolling, few frens of mine shared dreams of theirs, as usuall, i dint want to sae mine ;p. Okae okae, i want to take up phycology aft my Os coz its jus that interesting ;D. Understanding the human brain, why do we overthink stuff and worry over simplistic matters ;).

Moving on~ Watched "A million dollars baby", Altho its just bits and pieces of the story, it seems pretty cool, touching and meaningfull to me. Touching was when this boxer had a spinal injury and wud be living on oxygen tank for the rest of her live asked her coach to end her life. The coach of course hesistant and disagreed on frs tot but as time past, things strted to change. Ppl convinced him and in the end, he disconnected her oxygen tank. His last words to her was " (the boxer's ring name) which meant ur my darling, my blood". Haha, was touched and she smiled as he... ended of her life.

Also, one statement that made him chagne his mind was this, i think its meaningful so im sharing here wif ppl whu're reading my blog that is ;) "Dish washers, road sweepers. Ppl die every dae but the tot before their death wud be i haven given it a shot. Shes given her shot, and i'm sure she wouldnt regret letting go." or smth like that. It means, ppl die everydae, whether or not u hav realised ur dreams. But ppl who have realised ur dreams won't regret dying. I just love that statement haha!

The movie also got me thinking. Life is just that fragile, ppl breakdown just that easily, die that easily. But i'm sure, ppl may have lived their lives for over a decade a century, but if they have no dreams or haven realised them, i think they are just failures in life. But those, whu mayv have lived for just 30-40 years, they reliased their dreams i would think to myself " i think i did alright. I know i could rest with that" and thats how and whut happened in the show " a million dollars baby" b4 the boxer passed away and moved on ;).

Lalalalalal~moving on~ Skipped working dae todae ;P. Sry to jik yew and Ryan whom i said i wud be going ;X. And sry to Genelyn coz i'm not going for training tml haha!Oh!skipped working dae coz erm... initially planned to go plae BBALL!! But Roy dropped the idea halfway coz he had, plans ltr on ;D. Okae, so in the end slacked in Jimmy's hse till 5 plus dhen left for home ;). Played cards, find music and crap at his place ;D. ohoh! And thx to aunty(Jimmy's mom) whu prepared lunch for me and roy ;D.

Hmmm, in life, certain gambles are to be taken, if not whrs the thrill in life? You cant move on without taking risks but dhen agn. B4 learning how to take risks or gambles you must frs know how to bear the consequences ;). Kae, guess thats all for todae ppl! Posted kinda long i think o.o. Time to slack haaha! Oh! and to look forward to tml's study session and sundae's outing! ;D Ciao!

2010-02-04T01:14:00.001-08:00

Lol! Originally planned to spend the whole afternoon doing hwrk. Opened amath book, look at questions, closes book and faces com ;D. Ahhh o well~ I'll leave amath for tml and do emaths aft dinner ;). Dont haf the mood now and i'm so freaking bored and thats why i am here blogging ;).

Wooo! Bang ur off my mind, shud i b glad or sad? Idk, but thats how i wud live my life ;D. Hmm, moving on~ Strted off the dae with erms... Actually nth much ;X. Crapped alot wif roy during phy lessons, thats the best time whr no1 cud rly listen wif our conver and we cud jus talk ;D. Sometimes I wonder am if i a problem-magnet? ;P. Nvm, putting that aside, lessons were as usually kinda boring ;D. oh wait! Smth to add!

Todae aft sch, i was lik taking the bus, at the 2nd stop, JJ boarded the bus. I was like WDF! Dont stalk me pls ;X. The moment i saw him walking to board the bus, took out my phone and sms-ed Roy ;P. "WDF, JJ ON SAME BUS AS ME =.=" HAHAHAH! ;P. Omg, i feel so bad, but whu gives a shit ya? ;P. ohoh! Todae was the only dae of the week dat no need stay back! Went home rly early for the frs time in 5 daes ;). Nth much to look forward to, probably this sat's study session and CNY!

Ohoh! Probably this sundae too, if my leg's well enuf, BBALL!! and mahjong ;D. Guess thrs nth much to post bout. Ciaoz!

2010-02-03T02:01:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. Todae was kinda shitty =.=. Strted half the dae enduring stomach pain sial! Nb!need tahan tru my whole eng summary test. Chiong finish test go toilet cake sai ;D. Oh!and!My seatings hav changed back to sitting wif Jun jie, fuck that =.=. All my four years, why cant i sit wif someone prim and proper. Wdv~life is nv perfect aft all ;)

Oh ya! Mr Tum said he wud return our Rep test todae and he dint, whut a liar o.o. Never once gave back our test papers on time, such credibility ;P. In fact todae was pretty boring too, the highlight of todae was aft sch! Aft chem supplementary classes went to some nearby void deck and played cards~ Awesome! Its been some time since we(Roy, Jimmy and Jonathan) played cards ;D.

Went back home aftwards which is why im here blogging now ;D. Only 1 hwrk to go but i dont haf fullscap paper so i'll just skip it ;P. Time to slack~ ciaoz!

2010-02-03T02:00:00.001-08:00

Last night didnt haf time to blog so, here it is!hahaha! Spent the whole dae sch -> ss test -> hwrk till 10.40 pm! ;D. Hmmm... Lets strt off with lessons! Everything was epic-ly normal, i only like the parts whr jimmy, roy, amirruddin and i were like trying to make each other laugh wif funny actions! Its priceless kae, looking at all the expressions on each of their faces. Makes me laugh uncontrollably too ;D. Ppl sae, laughter is the best medicine~. Wonder how that dude whu sits besides me makes those weird and hilarious noises XD.

Hmmm... moving on~ oh ya! during geog lesson, it was Jimmy's turn whu needed to do some presentation. Rmb the part whr he was supposed to ask questions. He asked zhi xuan a question, the conversation went smth lik that across 5 tables ;D.

Jimmy : "Okae...whut is land tenue"

Zhi xuan :"huh? whut?!

Jimmy: "LAND TENUE!"

Zhi xuan : "Whut talking u, i cant hear u!"

Jimmy : *Pissed " whut is HERE!" *points to the words on the paper

Zhi xuan : "Whut the hell is that * quints his eyes"

Jimmy : *still pissed, dhen points at screen "THIS!"

Zhi xuan: "oh! land tenue is blah blah blah"

HAHAHA!freaking funny XD. Next was ss test! Hmmm... pretty satisfied, with that effort i put in my studying so o well~ frs question was okae, managable ;D. Part the second question... haha! Okae moving on~ spent the whole evening to night doing hwrk as stated as above. Hmm...gues thrs nth on, post bout todae will be posted ltr so stay tuned!

2010-02-01T05:13:00.000-08:00

Woo~ jus finished my ice cream. Taking a short break from studying and tadah~ here i am blogging bout how mundane todae was, actually not rly XD. Hmmm... strted off the dae wif... OH YA!I CAN OFFICIALLY WALK WIF NO PAIN WOOHOO! Just how awesome that is ;D. Bye bye bandages and bye bye crutches! But on the down side, class will be resumed at 4th lvl. I can feel many murderous intent at me alr, hearing things like " eh Nigel! lets break the other leg so we can stay on the frs lvl" or hmmm... " JIMMY go step on his foot now!" lols!. But thr are others whu wants to go back to the 4th lvl o.o

O well~ Live is steadily getting back on momentum so is my work. Hopefully ;D. Emaths and Amaths are still, as usually torturous with that friggin amount of hwrk =.=. Oh oh! Made a new fren recently, name is Desiree~ She said she wanted her name to appear on my blog so tadah~ jkjk!. Well, thanked her for giving me hlp in certain issues, and its the frs time we spoke to each other in the 1 year and 1 month ;p.

Ahhh!i gtg revise my ss nao! If not cant make it in time le, so ciaoz! ;D

2010-01-31T05:30:00.001-08:00

Wooo~c'mon ppl clap wif me, i have finally removed my bandages for now ;D *clap clap ;D. Not sure if i need to bandage for tml anot, hope not, my feet needs some fresh air ;). Aft take out, see many many rashes on my feet, probably the side effects of the chinese medicine. But no worries, it should be gone aft few daes.

But u know whut, hello basketball, here i come babeh! ;D. Shortly aft it recovers fully i mean ;(. Man, these few daes haven been playin the piano, gotten pretty lazy, probably wud strt on it aft all the hwrk spam and test periods ;D.

Spent the whole morning doing hwrk and pratically the whole afternoon out, shopping for CNY clothes and stuff. Got a polo-tee for $20, quite satisfied tho~. Bro got few pieces of shirts and ya, i got a haircut =.=. At frs, right aft the haircut was over, i looked lik shyt kae. ALMOST LOOK LIK ZHI XUAN OMFG!. Emo the whole aftnoon ;p. Aft got home, wash hair, it looked "okae" hahaha ;D. But ya..most of the time were just staring into blank air waiting for time to past, shopping always kills off so much time o.o.

Omg sia~ SS test in 2 daes time, i only finished like 1/5 of it and i got lazy alr =.= Im so gonna flunk this-shytting-godforsaken-test =.=. Chem was alr disappointing, i need to buck up and get back my momentum soon man. Well, i guess thats all for todae, i forgot whut else is thr to post XD. If thr are more, i wud post agn haha ;P. Okae, ciaoz! ;D

2010-01-30T20:05:00.001-08:00

Hahaha!well a sudden urge to blog aft finally, tru blood sweat and tears, i completed my Emaths hwrk ;D. Probability is such a drag to the core kae ;). Suddenly felt lik making chim quotes, but cant come up wif any ;(. Sometimes, its so easy to lighten up ur dae wif a good laugh, but its even easier to ruin the whole dae with stuff u dont wan to see/hear.

Well, alot of ppl have gotten pretty emotional these few daes, that wud include me. Well, not that much for me kae ;). Talked to lots of my frens bout it, asked their opinions, not all gave good ones but i'll appreciate them, aft all, its the tot that counts ;D. One of them said, u're worth the wait, others said ur jus trash, let it go, and others jus sae, let it go and b frens, while others said let it go and see how it turns out and many more. Such complications that 3 ppl can make, rly. Ya, i was happy with the times we were seemingly tgt, rly, even tho its whut others wud call, a cheap thrill or your jus desperate ;). But wdv. I feel, that the 2 of us wud probably nv come to a conclusion or even work out, not that ur not good, probably im not good enuf for u. There are a hell lot of things i like bout u, but thrs jus this few things i cant seem to make myself like, and thats whr i feel that the line should b drawn aft all.

To wait was my initial choice, but i gave up. I wanted a relaxed life and b happy with a partner, no worries, share the problems we have and yes stay happy ;). Aft all, always chasing you left me nth but sorrows and i cant turn bak time anyhow. To like someone is pretty easy, but to let go is difficult. I wud sae, in fact, the moment u 2 patched up was when i realise, its not possible for us and i've alr let go the next instant. I;ll just take this as an experience and wont make mistakes wif the other ladies lining up for me XD. Nah, jus jk. Whu would rly go for me, rly.

wooo~ i guess i said whut i wanted. Ryan you should also learn to let go, whut ur seeking for, doesnt seem possible, im not discouraging u, im asking you to face the truth ;). Sigh.. SS test is jus few daes ahead but i aint haf the mood to study. Tired. Kae~ enuf of the emo-shyt-stuff-that-i-just-posted ;D.

Hopes that my leg wud heal by nex week so i can go out, yay! ;D. Well, ya, its a goodbye to a "once upon a time" and a strt to another story ;).

2010-01-30T06:43:00.001-08:00

wooo~pretty long dae todae, spent 4/5 of the dae in sjab and crap alot ;D. Well, strt of the dae, had a briefing on which post we will b given and tadah~ xfered to delta. Sadly, had to sae gdbye to charlie ;(. Aft all, aft knowing charlie, i got to know my platoon mates better and am pretty gratefull, since it hlped me overcame certain barriers of covnersation haha ;D. Sigh... gotta look forwarf to Delta dhen, their platoon is like freaking small la, and they dun seem as enthu as charlie ;(.

Well, posted to delta, they played games the whole dae wif my senior so pratically, ppl whu were physicall imobile like me and Genelyn jus sat down thr and stare at them ;p. Well, chat for the whole dae and crapped alot. Aft training, went to SNCO POP, jus to see Charlene, Jik yew and Kai wen marching haha~. Pretty boring actually, the best part was how jik yew marched and all ;P. Crapped alot thr. Thr was one part whr the seats are placed at 2 sides of the parade swuare mah dhen all the guest were gatheres take example the left side. The greenviewans however~ decided to strt the trend and b special and decided to occupy the whole of right side for us only ;P.

OH oh! b4 that! yes! the journey, im so fuckign gonna emphasize on that and yes! u dun need to worry, its u ryan, its you yes you. That douche told us(me, genelyn and michelle), coz he wanted to go bak home, grab lunch, grab the map and change his clothes or wdv. Okae, he came back, got our drinks not only late but he FORGOT the map! wow~ awesome! Okae, dhen ltr he said " Aiyah!dont worry!must haf faith and trust me!" Dhen okae, followed him and took bus 53. i Pratically slpt tru the whole journey. Well, ppl whu know me, ya i slp very, very easily ;D. And just at that moment i woke up, that very moment, Ryan jus had to sae" ehhhhhhh....guys, i think i not sure whr to stop leh". That statement brought me frm slpy mode to alert mode that instant LOL! Dhen eventually we stopped. Asked for directions, walked freaking far sia, thx to RYAN!. And and! the lady whu gave us direction said " u walk thr ar, u turn u can see the karacy(KFC)" haha! laughing lik nuts thr. In the end, we walk dint even see a shytting KFC. Eventually reached the destination aft walking tru 2 bustops whr our bus 53 cud haf reached kae =.=. OTW, saw a cat in stealth mode trying to catch birds! Freaking cute kae ;D.

Lol! found a fren whose problem is kinda similar, not totaly, but kinda similar to mine, chatted wif for the frs time i think haha! ;p. And, ya, whuts not urs will never meant to be urs or smth lik that ;p. Life still has to go on, wif the many downs and the little ups ;).

Kae~ guess thats all for todae, gtg ppl freakin tired~ limp the whole dae

2010-01-29T03:38:00.000-08:00

Run and run and run. Run away frm ur problems, no matter how fast u run or whr u run, u will face back in the direction of ur problems. Thrs a statement " U can run but u cant hide". lalalalala~. Even tho saying that, running away seems the easier and better choice for me ;).

Lessons were short todae, had the fire drill emergency exercise~ Casualties aka me are told to sit at the study benches LOL ;D. Met my new fren wif crutches, talked abit wif him. Surprisingly he knows my name! Im just that famous ;P. Nearby, the teachers were like nonsense-ing and crapping, its like the adult version of us wif our frens haha ;P!.

Well~ Had catalyst lesson todae, i jus love the lesson, meaningfull and fun!Todae watched bits and pieces of a move called "Million dollars baby". A boxing show, bout a girl whu dreams to b a boxer and blah blah blah ;D. Show aint that bad, guess we will b watching it for the nex few lessons of catalyst~.

Spent the other half of my dae in sjab rm. Crapped alot as usuall, and todae. Ryan was epic-ly hilarious ;D!. Working dae was lik done, dhen we can leave anytime le mah, dhen Ryan was desperately wanting to go home but he doesnt wan to walk out of sch alone o.o. So he was like "eh!go home leh...go home leh.." for every few seconds LOL ;P. Dhen he went like " Fine! all like that, i go home myself"! dhen not even 10 secs ltr he comes back and sae " eh!go home leh...go home leh.." LOL ;D. Eventually, poor Ryan had to leave the place ALONE ;P. Ltr on, had a war wif Jik yew ;D. Obviously, he got epic-ly ownt. pwnt. ;D. Got my revenge frm a few trainings ago, bullseye babeh ;D.

Well, now it comes and go, it doesnt hurt but the tot always stays in the mind, i cant shake it off. But wdv. OTW home, I MET IAN AGN ;D. Haha! he looks a lil different now wif longer hair and contact lenses~ But still the same old him. one look at me and he said " eh hi! wa, whut happen? look at girl dhen fall down ar?" LOL!! its like exactly whut Damian said =.= but wdv! Always seeing him is awesome ;D. Just blows my worries away wif a snap of teh finger ;D.

Guess thats all for todae!Gtg do my hwrk and revise for my ss test! ciaoz! ;D

2010-01-28T06:38:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, things jus resurface on its own and u find urself hopelessly facing a direction ur heart wans to go, but ur minds stops u.

2010-01-28T02:20:00.001-08:00

千年泪 Tank

才话别已深秋
只一眼就花落
窗台人影独坐
夜沉的更寂寞
一段路分两头
爱了却要放手
无事东风走过
扬起回忆如昨
摇摇欲墬不只你的泪
还有仅剩的世界
嘲笑的风高唱的离别
我却听不见
穿越千年的眼泪
只有梦里看得见
我多想再见你哪怕一面
前世未了的眷恋
在我血液里分裂
沉睡中缠绵清醒又幻灭
梦在千丝发间
我在梦里搁浅
月光尽是从前
苍白了的想念
你眺望着天边
我眺望你的脸
紧记你的容颜
来世把你寻找
摇摇欲墬不只你的泪
还有仅剩的世界
嘲笑的风高唱的离别
我却听不见
穿越千年的眼泪
只有梦里看得见
我多想再见你哪怕一面
前世未了的眷恋
在我血液里分裂
沉睡中缠绵清醒又幻灭
摇摇欲坠不只你的泪
嘲笑的风高唱着离别
不管还要等待多少年
穿越千年的眼泪
只有梦里看得见
我多想再见你哪怕一面
前世未了的眷恋
在我血液里分裂
沉睡中缠绵清醒又幻灭

Recently on a chinese song frenzy ;D. They are simply too awesome! Or rather, my song tastes changes when my emotions takes a detour~

Todae seems pretty normal, nth much to elaborate too. Hwrk is piling and the tests are coming. Back to the daily life of a student wif 1 goal less to achieve. Oh!tml thrs the fire-drill exercise and wdf, we're told to bring our math paper along wif us =.=.

Moving on~ glad that my leg is in the process of healing, and tml is fridae! The last dae of the week, woohoo~!. Well, rly, guess thrs nth much to post. Ciaoz ;D!

2010-01-27T06:04:00.000-08:00

W.D.F!todae went to the chinese doc agn. An awesome time once agn =.=. Ankle seems pretty okae, but now my toe hurts lik hell. At frs when he rub my ankle, i tot " hell yea, basketball here i come." dhen ltr rub my toe.."WDF". Owell, jus tlaking bout it makes me feel the "imaginary" pain ;P.

Hmm, todae during sch nth much, had photo taking ;D. Well, the photo taking guy seems pretty pissed at the way he ask us to position ourselves. Frs he told me" boy sit str8, *sits str8, boi tilt ur head, *tilts my head, boi look here, no ur head follow whr my hand go, *follows whut he saes, boi now sit str8, *sits str8" dhen ltr he giv me the guai lan bin, i mean, wdf, sae properly la, keep repeating =.=. But on the bright side, todae went home early ;D

moving on~, found new chinese songs, sound pretty awesome ;D. Back to watching my anime, since i've ran out of manga to read ;(. Hmm, i've rly got nth to sae bout it, and no, i aint gonna initiate it. Kae, guess thats all for todae ;D. Ciaoz!

2010-01-26T04:57:00.000-08:00

All this time I was wasting, hoping you
Would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry,
No no ohhh
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of singers
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry
No no, ohhh
You're not sorry no no ohhh
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Cuz it's not like I did - before
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're Not Sorry Taylor Swift

Thrs a reason why i posted this song, but wdv. This song is just made for me ;D

2010-01-26T02:41:00.000-08:00

Todae is as usuall, nth much to note out. Crapped alot during lessons wif roy and Jimmy ;D. oh oh!some thing to mention ppl. THE INJURY ON MY LEFT ANKLE IS REAL, R-E-A-L, not faked pls and the toe, i know it seems black and purple BUT ITS NOT ROTTEN D;. On the good side, my leg is recovering! Basketball here i come babeh ;D.

Well, todae had assembly, pretty boring and found the host boring. Talked bout "unique personality" and how giving birth to us is a divine incident lols! Well, only statement which caught my ear was " You follow your heart in everything you do as everyone's heart works differently". Hell yea! love that statement, coz i use it often las time ;D. oh!and i rmb a "inspirational" quote she flashed on the screen. Erm... smth like, " Move out to the world and strive forth".. i think, but o well =P.

And!during assembly, ya, coz i was lik on crutches so i had to sit on a chair, and i was like sian =.= Dhen, suddenly another guy on crutches walk towards me and sat beside me LOL!!. I jus made a new fren, even tho i dont know his name =P. Aft sch, went to central to get some epicly salty but nice, fries and bubble tea ;D. i jus realise the longest rootmarch is not ur regular 8km or 10 km, but to walk frm Greenview to central, to a busstop, take a bus, frm busstop to home ON CRUTCHES. The longest rootmarch ever =.=

I would never accept smth lik that indirectly, u wan to do it properly? U tell me directly, if not forget it.

2010-01-25T01:57:00.001-08:00

远处传来风的鼓噪
世界静下来看热闹
他们冷眼发出的讯号
不断刺痛我们耳后的汗毛
全场倒数最后一秒
杀戮一刻谁也不敢轻佻
战火一碰就燃烧
头破血流去换谁的荣耀
我不要却没有空间思考
是谁把我围剿还是我的双脚
早已经习惯这种步调
命运张牙舞爪形成一个笼罩
我和你各自戴上手铐无声咆哮
然后看着你静静看着我
慢慢跌入泥沼
不是我要跟你争斗
只是刚好目标相同
我要的梦在你手中
别怪我最后会让你扑空
周定纬-困兽
吼一声握紧我拳头
掌声雷动身影在窜动
漫天沙砾之中
我的手擦出了辉煌伤口
我环顾了四周找不到战友
你冷笑然后沉默地低下头
忽然发现胜利的背后
除了你我什么都没有
我不要却没有空间思考
是谁把我围剿还是我的双脚
早已经习惯这种步调
命运张牙舞爪形成一个笼罩
我和你各自戴上手铐无声咆哮
然后看着你静静看着我
慢慢跌入泥沼
周定纬-困兽
黑暗之中上帝之手
还在操纵两只困兽
我们的梦在谁手中
为什么最后会失去吓我
不是我要跟你争斗
我要的梦在你手中
黑暗之中上帝之手
还在操纵两只困兽
我们的梦在谁手中
为什么最后会失去吓我

周定纬-困兽

lol!frs time posted a chinese song ;D. Heard it while my bro was playing it, so here it is now on my blog ;D.

Haha! sometimes hearing opinions frm frens isnt a bad chice, but too much wud lead to indecisiveness like whut im feeling now. To do or not to do, man this sucks. Well, thx roy and ur boss, but that option... seems cruel, i probably aint haf the heart to do it, you should haf told me that much much earlier. But whuts past has past, no point dwelling anyways.

Well, nth much to talk bout sch, as usual, my movement in sch is epicly slow, i'm strting to hate my crutches man, when will it heal =.=. Got back my math test, got an "A2", but it aint satisfying enuf, if i were to get that in my Os... holy fuck i wud suicide on the spot man. The hwrk is piling and catching up to me~ gtg do them now. Oh! forgot to thx mr Sim todae ;D. Aft all, he sent me home wif his car ;D.

Okae, ciaoz ppl =).

2010-01-23T18:47:00.001-08:00

I'm back, back in town,
and everything has changed.
I feel, feel let down,
the faces stay the same.
I see, see shadows of who we used to be.
When I drive, drive so slow trough this memory.
When we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
I heard, heard myself say things I take back.
If I could, could re-tell,
and make these stories last.
I see, see shadows of who we'll always be.
When I drive,
drive these roads that made our memories.
And we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.
Everything has changed,
the faces stay the same.
Everythng has changed,
the faces stay the same.
When we were only kids,
and our time couldn't end,
And how tall did we stand,
with the world in our hands.
And we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.

Shadow and Regrets --- Yellowcard

Well, i know i posted this song b4 but whu gives a fuck. Posted a agn, coz its exactly bout me right here, right now. Ya, i get pretty emo easily nowadaes. Now i come to think of it. I never rly had problems, rly. Till the dae where i decided i wanted to know u better and all, thats whr my problems strted to appear. I srsly had enuf of this shyt alr. Ur fickle mindedness is fucked up. Get a grip of urself, tell urself where ur feelings wans to be, it doesnt always haf to be to follow the heart alright?.

Todae, 24/1/10 wud be the dae, whr it wud be the last post bout you and frm then on, i wont bring it up. Never agn. Why bother bringing up the past? rly. Whats done is done right? Nth can ever be placed bak in pieces agn, feelings are the same. Take for example. U break a vase, you mend it back, will u expect the vase to back in perfect shape, in perfect condition? No, scars wud be thr no matter how much u plaster it. Plastering forever isnt the option.

You chose him or not, i dont care, but i will just sae, i doubt it will work out. Sometimes, plastering the scars isnt the solution. I know time can heal anything even cracks in the heart, but definitely it wud take time and i wont know if i have the mindset to do so. I would leave the scars there, learn frm them and never make the same mistakes agn is whut i wud do from now on.

In the past, i was blindly in love, i nv took the chance and confess to you. You gave ur heart to another guy. You couldnt wait and thats whr u strted all the mess. You seemingly gave him up and came back. You took my heart as yours and now u kicked it aside. You once agn gave ur heart to that guy. Rly, how further u wan to complicate stuff? No. i should probably end it here and now. 2 heartbreaks in 2 months, by the same person. Fucking wonderfull?.

I dont know whut ur thinking, your probably thinking aft whut i said 2 nights ago, u cant face me or wdv. Fuck that. Just delete the msg and get on wif life, frm now on, u choose ur path, i wont care. Now, i cant rly feel anything of the past, mayb a little. As the emo-ness seeps in, my anger grows along. It numbs the pain at the very least.

Yea a heartbreak alright. But it doesnt hurt as much, well how wud it? I've been having this feeling for a whole month, take it as im used to it alr. Somehow, i feel relieved. Rly. I now haf a breathing space and all, worry free frm now on. Avoid me all u wan, block my fb, my msn, ur blog, no, i wont give a fuck. If thats how u wan it to be, i'll tag along. We probably wouldnt work out as frens anymore. Living in 2 different worlds wud probably suit us better.

I've spilled all my feelings here, like it or not, this is how i'll carry on my life. I'll use the anger to heal myself if i haf to. Frm todae on, i would never mention u anywhr, blog? Fb? msn? never agn. The truth is out, its a memory thats kept in ur heart, my heart and the hearts of my frens. It'll never b let out agn, not anymore. Thx for everything, making me look like a sucker whose blindly in love wif a person whu cant set her feelings str8. Just fuck off frm my life alr, you are hell 1 of a problematic girl

2010-01-23T05:23:00.000-08:00

Fuck my life peeps =). I jus happen to realise in 24 hours. Many things can happen. 2months 2 heartbreaks. I've enough of it alr. I put in my heart into it, i dun get results, okae, fuck it, i know im a failure in this alr. Ik now u probably wud b reading this. Get over it alright? Im not blaming u or whut, go to whoever u wan, whoever u like. From now on i wont care, i wont giv a fuck. Tho if u have problems u can feel free to find me. Avoiding isnt the only option, i believe i gave u advices lik this many times. I promise, i wont let this drag me down in life, i wont wait.

Next time, be sure of ur feelings b4 u act, u can hurt many other ppl like this, you dont haf to take this advice anyways. I'm just feeling empty, have a breathing space now. But im sure it will haunt me agn. Best frens or wdv i dont know, whether u will avoid me or not? i wont know, and obviously i hope u wont. Frens is all i can sae and thats the line i shall draw frm now on.

2010-01-23T03:31:00.000-08:00

Well, your not the only person whu thinks you haf a messed up life. I, here, too feels that he is a messed up life. Well, i still haf many doubts in my head, i wanna clear them, but i rly dunno how to approach or ask you, i rly do haf the fear of losing smth dear to me. Its like, i know ur hiding smth frm me and u know the truth wud hurt me. But, have u considered that its more painfull if ur hiding frm me compared to jus telling me and let me b hurt?.

I rly dunno whut ur thinking now. You wouldnt tell me. Am i jus a plaster to u? Something that is thr for ur use, something temporary whr u can throw away aft ur healed?. I know i assume too much, but, i rly dunno whut to do.

I haven lied and i've alr told u how i felt. Everything. I've alr placed all my faith in you. You said, it may not b worthwhile waiting. I dont care, nth can b proven unless i've tried. I believed in you, cant you haf a lil faith in me. Trust me and confide in me? It, pains me to see u hurt or sad, cant i b ur lending shoulder?.

2010-01-21T06:17:00.000-08:00

The thing about love is
I never saw it comin'
You kinda crept up and
took me by surprise
And now there's a voice
inside my heart
that's got me wonderin'
Is this true, I wanna
hear it one more time
Move in a little closer
just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
Get just a little louder
Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way
it feels when you are
Tellin me that I'm
The only one who
blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world
stops to listen
When you tell me
you're in love
Say It Again
The thing about you
Is you know just
how to get me
You talk about us like
there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that
I really wanna let you
Open that door
And walk into my life
Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Just a little louder
(yeah)
Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are
Tellin' me that i'm
The only one who
blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world
stops to listen
When you tell me
you're in love
And it feels like
It's the first time
That anybody's ever brought
the sun without the rain
And never
In my whole life
Have I heard words
as beautiful as
when you say my name
Say It again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are tellin' me
that I'm the only one
who blows your mind
Say It again for me
It's like the whole world
stops to listen
When you tell me
you're in love
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
(oh)
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
When you tell me
you're in love
Say it again

Marie Digby - Say It again

Hahaha!well, song credited to the doodoo kae ;D... Tune is alright, i jus love the lyrics ;D. I mean, its so true haha ;)

2010-01-21T02:08:00.000-08:00

Back frm an awesomely long dae in sch~Both physically tired and mentally tired haha!;D. Mentally tired? well, i kinda jus finished a 2 hour long math test and it was freaking iritating when almost every single question u haf to draw tables. Especially this question, that consists of 1 mark, and i have to draw 2 tables and get 2 standard deviation values. I was thinking "WDF?" and was deciding whether or not to skip. Lucky me, i dint, Mr sim changed the marks to 6 marks haha ;D

Physically tired well, jus walking frm busstop to home with crutches tires me like hell =.=, And god-damn it, my leg is hurting lik hell todae =.= Ahhh, well, kinda regretted, mayb i should've just went forward and asked you to wait for me haha ;p. Aft all, jus seeing you is bliss ;P. But o well, waited for jer and danil, dhen walked to the bustop along wif roy and jimmy. Still gotta thank you all for sending me all the way to the bustop, even tho it isnt in ur direction of going home ;D.

Sigh.. My only regret. Its not that i hesitated and all. But not knowing you earlier, probably if i knew u earlier, i wouldnt haf to went tru that torment ;). Moving on~ Few weeks ago, i heard that i wud b transfered out to delta. Haiz.. wonder why the good stuff dont last and the bad stuff do o.o. Well, at frs, charlie were lik jus a bunch of strangers to me, but now, kinda a little attached to them ;) And also, they are the reason, and how i got to rly tok to u, tho i knew u for like... 3 yrs ;P?

Hahaha, suddenly rmb-ed a statement "If you love something, let it go.. If it comes back to you, it means you were meant to be" or smth lik that, cant rmb the original version. But its like... true? ;D

Okae, gtg do my hwrk alr... ciaoz!

2010-01-20T02:52:00.000-08:00

Back home right aft sch, no hwrk, no nth, so decided to blog haha!;).. Lets strt of with, okae.. i think i've said it at least a thousand and 1 times, i did not fracture my leg, and neither do i haf a sprain, i know it sounds stupid but, my leg is injured and i need crutches to walk LOL ;D

Okae, moving on~ Lessons were as usually, pretty boring, well, not rly, if i counted the part whr me and roy bullied jimmy lik... haha! ;D Had a chem test aft sch, wont sae its easy nor difficult, jus have to blame lazy me for not wanting to flip open my chem bk to read up more ;(. Well, its kinda do-able anyways haha! ;D. Oh oh! todae, PE lesson was kinda weird. I mean, dude(Mr aljunid), im on crutches, do u haf to ask why u are not in P.E t-shirt? lols!=.= Well, okae, and he asked me to fall in and i felt kinda funny standing among the girls and the guys are supposed to be on the other side. But owell, hopefully, my leg wud heal by nex week haha! ;D. Duwanna miss alpha's POP! ;D.

Well, aft chem test, went to look at SJAB comp training~ Well, all their actions seems rly funny, but cant blame them, they like jus strted it. Just bring back the memories where me, Ryan, Jik yew and Jireh were noobs doinf FA cases haha! ;D. oh oh! Suddenly rmb smth funny happened last time during a FA case. It was a scenario whr erm.. power failure or smth, and 2 people got electro-thingy-wdv-i-forgot-how-to-spell ;X . Then then! iwas lik siuppose to giv them orders to do whut uh, i said, "Okae, i shall jik yew to take a wooden stick to switch off the power switch" thinking, hell yea, too ez~ Dhen the officer thr was, okae, jik yew. Casualty. dhen i stand thr, stunned o.o. dhen i said " Now i shall ask ryan to take the wooden stick and off the power switch AGN" lol!!. and guess whut? 2 casualties =.=. Realising that ur supposed to stand on smth b4 switching off the power switch haha! ;X.

Well, back to comp training~ Basically sat down thr and listened to my music and stared at blank space haha! ;D. Dhen, left the place and sry la! i walk lik dam friggin slow~. Okae, gotta thank Doodoo ;X and Kai wen for sending me directly under my block lol!!And oh! i forgot to mention whut happened on the bus! ;D i was like sitting down holding my crutches, dhen thr was this lady, she walked in and grabbed my crutches thinking it was a pole on the bus. LOL!;D i was lik laughing in my head =P. Well, i wasnt emo-ing in the bus kae! i was thinking of smth~ and trying to tahan the stomache pain!.

Guess thats all for todae, i think i made a-quite-a-long-post todae ;P. Ciaoz! ;)

2010-01-19T01:40:00.000-08:00

wooo~ whut an epic dae of sch ;) I still cant forget whut u said ytd, tot of the statement the whole dae throughout sch, probably explains why i dint fall asleep in sch todae haha ;D. Well, frs thing i stepped into sch, i see many many pairs of eyes glued on me, alright alright, i know im handsome okae LOL =P. jkjk ;).. Guess i'm the only guy in sch wif crutches, that explains alot~.

Survived the dae tru wif loads of laughter but well, i laugh along wif them haha ;), and alot alot of ppl went round asking whut happen and how isit and blah blah. Yup, thx to u all and those whu helped me order food and stuff todae, sadly, it wud kinda continue for the enx few weeks ;(. And well, those whu dint( example : jimmy eng) can eff off LOL ;D.

Well, the reason why i'm not angry or wdv wif my injury, the reason is you ;D and only you ;D. but sadly, dint get to rly see you todae ;(... If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. haha ;D.

Kae,thats all for todae, and i'm gratefull that my crutch is not stolen away by some fags =P. ciaoz!

2010-01-17T20:33:00.000-08:00

Inititally planned to go sch, but well, nth rly goes as plan. Woke up wif my leg hurting as hell, decided to rest at home. Took my medication and went to slp and woke up at 10am =D.

Now doing hwrk and pretty much got bored so decided to blog haha =). I heard of this statement b4, " Sunshine always appear aft a storm" or smth like that i cant rmb lol!!. That kinda happened ytd and its still clear in my mind, probably one of my wonderfull memories huh? Tho i fell, injured my leg, landed myself on crutches and enduring all that, am rly gratefully that u asked bout it kae and wud always will ;D. Same goes for the rest of my frens, thx to all =D.

Cleared alot of "whut if's" on my mind ytd, and... i will be waiting for you as long as it takes. I promise. I won't let u go this time and not any other time and i too wish, u wud b waiting for me thr =).

Guess thats all for now, gtg take my medication, if not the pain wud come agn =.=. ciaoz!

2010-01-17T02:40:00.000-08:00

W.T.F... While playing basketball, sprained my goddamn-ed leg lols=.= Owell, had fun b4 that so i guess it shud b okae. Only thing i need to worry is bout tml, going to sch, wondering how the hell am i supposed to climb 4 stories high of stairs huh?. Well, right aft the sprained, went to the chinese doctor, he did some thingy which i dunno whut it is o.o Only thing i rmb-ed is freaking painfull haha =P. Aft that, went for X-rays to re-cfm as he said it may b the bone problem.

Well, thx god it isnt =D Wrapped my leg wif bandages and here i am, needing crutches to walk. Well, i haf loads more to elaborae on how shytty it is but i currently aint haf the mood~

I kinda realised how contagious being sad can get. Well, if u were to ask me, i wud fake it and smile no matter how much it hurts inside. Sometimes, its so hard to figure out whut ur tots are, my fault, his fault, their fault? idk whether to apologise or how to console u. If its my fault dhen i'm sry, and if it isnt i jus hope i can b a hlping hand and hear you out =). Sigh... If u cant those kinda jokes, i wont sae it anymore.

Guess thats all for todae, need to strt on my hwrk alr~ ciaoz!

2010-01-16T16:55:00.000-08:00

Hahaha, posting this early in the morning at like 9 am~ Cant slp much ytd, woke up at like few hour intervals. I hate it when i strt thinking of this kinda of stuff, its fking iritating, drags on for daes, ur heart feels heavy for hours and hours. Well, its not that i duwanna talk them out, i dun haf any1 to talk them out to, i duwanna burden my frens any longer, probably wud find me a nuisance if i keep rattling to them bout it.

Haiz... irly wonder are thr any ppl out thr wud understands me, if this goes on, i wud rly explode ffs. Ikeep thinking, isit rly worth it for me to sacrifise my feelings, just to make u smile. Rly wonder... Its like it feels as if ur hearts gets heavier with every word u sae to hlp her at the expense of hurting urself. I keep thinking, but then agn. I guess its worth.

Well, guess thats all, stay tuned for basketball ltr~ Ciaoz ppl!gtg haf breakfast =D

2010-01-16T01:04:00.001-08:00

Yellowcard - Shadows and Regrets

I'm back, back in town,
and everything has changed.
I feel, feel let down,
the faces stay the same.
I see, see shadows of who we used to be.
When I drive, drive so slow trough this memory.
When we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
I heard, heard myself say things I take back.
If I could, could re-tell,
and make these stories last.
I see, see shadows of who we'll always be.
When I drive,
drive these roads that made our memories.
And we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.
Everything has changed,
the faces stay the same.
Everythng has changed,
the faces stay the same.
When we were only kids,
and our time couldn't end,
And how tall did we stand,
with the world in our hands.
And we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.

Awesome song kae =). Regrets... just a word yet it brings along painfull memories along wif undescribable feelings. Yaya for all i care, some ppl mayb living their lives with no regrets or whatsoever, u will never know when and whr will 1 appear, i assure u. The road of life is never without trials or tribulations, always expect the unexpected, bear the burden and live with it.

Hmmm..okae todae nth much to post, had sjab training as usually, and was dam hardcore todae wif all the footdrill. Well, other dhen that, think i've got nth much to post. Oh oh wait! mayb i shall post bout ytd haha!.

Ytd was erm...oh ya. Had working dae, slacked as usually =P. Crapped alot too and thr was like war, boys vs girls lol!!. Moving on~ went to LP with kai wen, jik yew and the doodoo since they hadn't had theier lunch and it was like 3plus alr o.o Dhen ltr jik yew was like trying to snatch stuff away frm charlene and lol!! Freaking hilarious when she couldnt reach jik yew wif her tiny hands =P.

Shortly aft, kai wen left for her tuition dhen hmm... went to the beach wif jik yew and charlene =D. Were having fun drawing nonsensical stuff on the sand and took pics along too =). Ltr went on to the playground thr and played the swings haha! =D. So freaking fun! Its like u sway back and forth wif the wind blowing towards you. Fun! and brings back childhood memories~.

Hmm, ltr played the spiderweb and somehow, somewhr i got stuck ._. But well, of course managed to get down, which explains why i am here in one piece able to blog this crap haha! =D.

Guess thats all for todae and ytd =) ohoh!found on statement while reading manga. Wow right? =P " Impatience only beget failure" but dhen agn... waiting too long leaves one in regret. haha!oh!also looking forward to tml's basketball =D. Ciaoz ppl!

2010-01-14T03:09:00.000-08:00

Todade was a rather short dae for me. Nth much, had an awesome PE, coz thr was basketball LOL =P. o well, have a mountain of hwrk, emaths hwrk to be given tml and 1 emaths hwrk and 2 amaths hwrk nex week, wow haha! =D I'm working on it now kae, not that lazy *crosses finger~

Had a long chat wif someone todae~ its Jireh!LOL!! sounds unbelievable huh? lols!. Well, knew each other better now aft that talk, plus, among all the sjab bros, hes the one i know least, that explains alot haha =). Gave me tips in certain stuff, and will b working on them, total make over plan LOL =P.

Hmm.. dunno how to describe my feelings now, its on and off, probably due to my fickle minded-ness. Ytd during catalyst lesson, we were like playing a game to determine what kind of person u are, emotional/logical and ya i fall under the emotional type o.o. Still rmb whut he said bout those ppl " these type of ppl, they mainly work on intuition and when they are happy, they tend to b over happy and likewise when they are sad, it would affect them more harshly" wow? haha!. Kinda true in a way =).

So much uncertainties, when will i get a proper answer huh? Am i supposed to wait for it? Mayb i shud rely on my intuition nex time =P. okae okae, thats all for todae ppl, gotta do my hwrk~ ciaoz ppl! =D

2010-01-13T02:16:00.000-08:00

Ahhh~ dunno whut to talk bout todae o.o. Pratically cant rm whut to post LOL =P. Well, todae went to plae basketball with roy and jimmy. It was fun haha =)And b4 that roy was like " oh pls let no1 be at the basket ball court... oh pls let no1 be at the basketball court", i mean, lol? why bother haha =P.

Owell, in the end, THERE were ppl at the court =P. Poor roy LOL jkjk. Played for bout 1 hour and going at it agn this sundae... hopefully =) todae had no hwrk, well, i mean haf but handed up nex week, so who cares lol!! =P.

Oh ya, todae during math lesson. Mr sim was like showing us the previous batch de 4e2 math overall results, and frm 2008 to 2009 got improvement dhen he said " if all of u can get A1, i will treat the whole calss to lunch... buffet lunch" LOL =P. so awesome haha =P.

Hahaha!that question, Damian asked me b4, he should know how i rly felt and i only answered half tho LOL =P. O well, somethings are better off unsaid. Guess thats all for todae! ciaoz ppl =)

2010-01-11T02:41:00.000-08:00

Well, i guess its time to strt making my New year's resolution =)

1. To definitely score well in my "Os" ( aft seeing the previous batch of 4e2 which kinda epicly phailed =.=)

2. To improve in basket ball ( HELL YEAH =D)

3. To plae that piano piece =)

4. At least a pull-up (LOL!)

5. For that dae to come...

Guess thats all haha~. Nth much to post todae, had a mountain pile of hwrk, completed half of them alr =). Still got loads more to go. Went tru a whole dae of thinking and daydreaming as usuall, cant come up to a conclusion. Kinda suck huh? =.=

I feel much more pathetic as i keep thinking back. Its like i utterly lost? Why does nth goes as planned huh? sigh, if it was only much shorter... haha! kae thats all for todae, gonna ple the piano~ ciaoz! =D

2010-01-10T04:53:00.000-08:00

Okae... todae is just fucked up. Planned to go out for movie, original meeting was to meet at 1 dhen get ticket and blah blah. Aft we went out to meet at ehub at 12 for lunch, he told us he had to lunch wif his family and meet at 3. Owell, its okae since we tot, its just that few hours, it should be alright, we can plae cards. Well, when it was bout 3, realise that the timing for the movie was at 5.25, dhen we tot its like pointless to call him here at 3 plus. Would be a waste of time.

Then we re-arragned and planned to meet at 4.45 back at ehub, while we went to plae basketball =). It was kinda fun and met 2 of my primary sch frens. Whut memories haha! =P. And ya... went back to ehub at 5, not seeing him thr and guesss whut. He arrived at 5.45. I was like wdf? 1 hour late? and he barely explained.

It pratically ruined the mood of the dae, ended up not watching the movies. Life is jus fucking not going right for me... haiz.. Just whut in the world did i do to end up like this huh?!. I need an answer ffs.

Hmmm... aft much thinking, i guess drawing a line should be the better choice aft all. Guess thats all for todae ppl. Ciaoz~

2010-01-09T18:27:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing more I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing more I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark...
I only wish for the light...

lols~ found this thingy while searching for blogskins. Cool eh? LOL =P. Owell, blogging now since thrs nth to do now. Looking forward to movie ltr wif Danil, Jer, Jimmy and Roy =). Hahaha, well, its like kinda early so hav nth much to post~. Ciaoz ppl =)

2010-01-09T04:58:00.001-08:00

Well, blogging now, got nth to do~ Finished reading one of my current manga and aimlessly staring at my laptop, not knowing whut to do. Its so damn boring to stay at home for the whole dae with hardly an1 to talk to =.=

But owell, at least i found back my lost passion in piano haha!=D. Waiting for my bro to bring back that music score and i shall practice that song. Hmmm...Chatted with jimmy =) Made me think, why do ppl think that way, how and why they do this and that. Just curious. Thats probably why i wanted to do phychology aft my "Os".

"If you love something, let it go. If it doesnt come back to you, it means that you were nv meant to be tgt." Cant rmb the actuall version of the statement, but smth lik that =P. Came across it while searching for blogskins haha! =). Well guess thats all for todae. Ciaoz! =)

2010-01-08T04:54:00.000-08:00

Wooo! another long and tiring dae todae~ Had CCA fair and hell yea, it was a mayhem =). Plus the weather is freaking hot, but o well, its our last year doing cca fair alr anyways =D. Slacked alot tho through the thingy, crapped alot too =).

Thought of some stuff, currently on a emotional hiccup. Flaring up so easily when i get irritated by my frens but the most surprising things is, I laugh it off like seconds ltr. Hahaha, going nuts by the dae i guess o.o.

While surfing the net, came across 2 statements. "If memories could be stored in an hour glass, i would keep flipping the hour glass over and over agn." and " If you want him/her to be by your side, you have to stay thr, even though its hard, if u want him/her to smile, you have to be the one whu strts the smile" haha =). 2nd one surprisingly came frm a manga LOL =D.

o well, guess thats all for todae, ciaoz ppl =)

2010-01-07T05:12:00.000-08:00

Wooo!todae had the frs PE lesson with a new teacher, my aljunid (i forgot how to spell his name LOL =P). ya well, it strted like him discriminating Yam jun hong LOL!! In case u dint notice, his the erm... nerd of the class or smth like that. It went like this.

cher: "okae, i hope u guys enjoy my lessons, since its gonna be so fun. Regardless of race,religion....and intellectual looks * dhen he stares at Yam jun hong"

LOL!!i mean its so freaking hilarious laa!! haha =D. And he went round making dramatic actions and explainning whut hetrosexual is lols!. Well, guess thats all for lessons in sch todae. Aft schl, had another sjab meeting for the CCA fair thingy and like usually. Slcked and crapped through haha =D.

Hmm... just came across a statement whr they sae. Frenship can be compared to a chinese vase. Once broken, the vase may be mended, but the it will never look the same. Well, tru or not, i'm still finding out haha =). Guess thats all for todae ppl, ciaoz!=)

2010-01-06T06:25:00.001-08:00

Haha, ops, forgot to add into my previous post =P. Well, todae during the catlyst lesson. They talked bout smth like goals acheived this year and biggest regrets. Well.. as for goals acheived, the frs is like every "o" lvl student would want, which is to score well for it, and get into the desired school or course he wants =). As for the second, i dont think i'm obliged to mention it here LOL =P.

Hmm.. biggest regret. That question got me stunned thr for a moment. But owell, no matter how much i don't wanna dwell in the past, somehow, my mind doesnt wanna co-operate wif my heart. o well, gtg slp now =) ciaoz and gd night ppl =D

2010-01-06T04:06:00.000-08:00

Had a long and tiring dae todae. Rmb-ed, todae de catlyst lesson de poster. It stated smth like "Memories are like jewels, the more fake they are, the more real it seems" Guess, it works almost true for me haha =). Ltr had sjab meeting, well, slacked most of the time and crapped alot through. Left the place wif mixed feelings agn, is like, okae...mayb i had crossed the line somewhr, but i jus dunno whr. The main thing, i dunno why am i feeling so fucked bout it even tho u said its alright =.=.

Well i'm only human, overthinking stuff and not having the ability to stop thinking bout it, it rly sucks. =) Well, perhaps i have a weak mind thats why. Getting rly emotional these daes. During the meeting, i was rly pissed, but idk why, its kinda getting on my nerves. Getting frustrated over rly minor things. Frs that, then this, then that. Wdf is rly wrong wif my life now huh...

Well, guess trying to stay positive doesnt hlp huh=.=? mayb i should jus go to mr. corner and breakdown haha =P. Thats all for todae, ciaoz ppl =)

2010-01-05T04:33:00.000-08:00

Think i quoted this before, but wud like to quote it agn haha!. Life is full of questions, full of uncertainties that cant be simply answered wif just a yes or no. Now having mixed feelings and srsly skeptical of how things are going now. Its like, u hope things wud go smoothly it is b4, but i know things wud never be the same anymore.

I hate this feeling, its coming back and idk why. Its supposed to be gone ffs, it seems whut my heart and mind wans are different. I srsly dunno whut to do. Being over paranoid and cant help it. Its of human nature to be over paranoid, and the funny thing is, i'm able to tell others to stop being over paranoid, but here i am, being fucked upside down. Probably now how i am feeling is reflected on the song "Take me as i am" by whom and who? Find out urself haha =P.

Well, tho alot haf happened during sch todae, i jus dont seem to haf the mood to talk bout it. Haiz... Nth seems to be going right in my life these daes. Well, look on the bright side, had a nice chat wif jik yew =). Its been ages since we rly last talked. Kinda hlp-ed me think of stuff here and thr, but guess it wasnt enuf haha =).

Well, guess thats all for todae, i'm still having bottle up feelings, guess to rly spill it all out wud rly make it a novel =P. so, ciaoz ppl =)

2010-01-04T02:35:00.000-08:00

Welcome back to the awesome sch life of me =P. Well, had an "awesome" strt for my sch life =.=. Guess whut? I'm appointed to sit nest to whu? YAM JUN HONG! WDF?!haiz.. nth seems to be going right uh o.o. Hmm, well, at least ss teacher changed to erm... Ms lau! and shes 100% more awesome dhen mrs chew =). Definitely more boomz haha =P. For now at least.

Well, aft sch, chilled out at jimmy's hse and played cards as well as finding out his special someone haha! =P. Well, couldnt get it still, but one dae, definitely LOL~. Aft that, headed home and here i am now blogging. Gotta do my sjab stuff le, ciaoz ppl =).

2010-01-02T21:18:00.000-08:00

Woke up wif quite a strt, forgot that i had an edusave collection thingy infact =P. So ya, went to the Pasir Ris Elias CC, and waited for the ceremony to strt. Was kinda nervous haha! i mean its like, how many hundred pairs of eyes staring at u as u're gonna walk onto the stage. Collected 400 bucks frm the edusave thingy!! Awesome!! haha~

Hmm, sch is gonna strt like tml and i guess i haven done a single piece of hwrk. But whu givs a shyt ya? =P. Well, strted the year wif lots of mixed feelings. Regret, Anxiety, happy and sad as well. Guess i shan't elaborate huh? It wud make a novel kae. =P. Nah! jus kidding. I used to think, hell yeah, here come mah holidaes. But now its kidna like the opposite now. During holidaes u aren't able to see ur frens everydae and u're stuck at home wif nth to do. Mayb, going to sch isn't so bad aft all, aft all, its whr i met frens. Frens whu hlp u in time of needs.

Suppose todae gonna be another boring dae, i needta get the hell out of here and haf some fun =(. So fucking bored =.=. Owell, guess thats all for todae haha! =). Ciaoz ppl =D

2010-01-01T07:43:00.000-08:00

Hahaha, back frm my awesome New year dinner wif my family =). Also got a hair cut ~.~ Nth much to comment bout it lols. Well, ya kinda boring todae, spent most of the time out shopping wif my parents.

Played mahjong when i came back home. Guess whut? I won the most =P. Genius ya?LOL =). Well, through the dae, found a song and ya, cant sae the lyrics is right or wrong, up to ur intepretation =).

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
hen you only got 100 years to live

100 years --- Five for fighting.

2009-12-31T20:37:00.000-08:00

Well, 2dae's probably gonna be a boring dae, now postin a bit for fun =P. Haf a little to sae bout my tots, bout ytd, ya. Well, i did sae "yes", but, thats rly provided if ur contented wif how it is now.

Okae, gonna go out for lunch soon and haf a hair cut =). This year past damned fast. Its like, in a blink of an eye, i used to be some ignorant kid, thinking, whu gives a shyt bout studies, gaming is for life. But now, its different, thr are other things to look forward to. Well, i too had many up and downs during this year, especialy 1 during the end of the year =( hahaha, jk laa, its over and done anyways =). Guess, i can only hope that 2010 wud b a much better year for me =)

Okae, thats all for now, ciaoz ppl!

2009-12-31T07:39:00.000-08:00

Hmmh, todae, guess thrs nth much to post bout =)... Was supposed to meet at WS at erm... 11.30. Guess whut? None of them were thr LOL =P. Well, ditched the gang and decided to take taxi wif danil and royston =X. Aft all, FOC =P

Well, i got nth much to comment bout the activity, and the performance. I erm.. find it kinda boring, mayb coz i was thinking too much bout certain words the guy was saying. When i sae the guy, i think he is the MJ isit? LOL, not sure =P. Crapped alot wif roy also, for eg, texting to each other when we are like seated nex to each other =P. Not more dhen 5 cm LOL, was too bored, cant hlp it =).

Well, at the end of the thingy, they were like thanking their Cell group ldr and stuff. Xian bi was it? Well, i dont rly know u, probably met u like only 3 times wif 5 minute worth of conversation. But judging frm ur group mates, i could tell ur some awesome guy haha =). Tho, i srsly was bored while standing thr for lik 2 hours dude. Next time, make it short and sweet LOL =) jkjk, ur an awesome guy alright? =).

Hmm, ltr got ditched by them and waited for my parents to come to haf dinner tgt. And holy shyt! I SAW IAN AGN LOL =). Haha, this time was just a "hello" but o well, i always feel awesome when i see him. Rly hope to haf a dae whr i cud jus sit 1 to 1 and talk to him.

Just had a chat wif my fren, well, i aint modest or whut and i aint no professional. All i can sae is, follow ur heart, and u need to know when to rly prevent a fight or to continue wif a fight. Of couse, i wud always choose the frs option, if u think its rly worth it =) Hope u get the msg, and ya, i'll be thr if u need hlp, jus call =). Okae, aft doing some thinking, i know its time to let go, hopefully without regrets, well, little bits and pieces wud still b thr, but guess it should b alright.

Well, guess thats all for 2dae ppl, and HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR! ciaoz! =)

2009-12-30T11:47:00.000-08:00

Has any1 ever walked in the streets of Pasir ris at 3am? I did! Grooved back home at 3am frm ehub peeps =P. Friggin awesome kae~ Its like, you own this road, so nice, so quiet =)

Okae, b4 that was the bbq, arrived thr at erm... 5.30.. i think haha, and we were told to come at 5, when none of them rly turned up =.=. Okae, not no1, mayb 2 or 3 haha =). hmmm, on the way, gues whu i met ppl? IAN!! lol~ miss him kae, its like ages since we rly last talk. Well ya, his walking his dog around the park, he stopped around and we chatted for awhile. Well, during the conversation, when he asked bout life. I hesitated answering the question, rly wanted to talk to him bout how i rly felt. But guess, its a bbq ppl, wouldn't wanta ruin my own mood righ? Manage to pass off wif a "fine" and ya, had a great time talking to him. Still the same old him =)... and OH! while talking, his dog ya, kinda licked me, and i jumped LOL!! Should haf seen my reaction then =P.

Okae, moving on~ said bye to him, dhen proceeded to the bbq. Well, nth much, crapped alot of nonsense too and erm... played soccer hahaha =). Almost hyperventiallated. Not due to lack of stamina. But due to over-hilarious-ness =P. I was like looking at Timothy, out of those 20 shots. Probably only 1 went in =P, and mind u, its point blank range baby, point blank =D.

Okae, ate the food rather hasitily~ and oh! forgot to mention one thing. How long do u ppl take to strt a fire in the bbq pit huh?half an hour? 1 hour?well... we took like, 2 and a half hours just to strt the fire haha! =P we were like "Oh pls god, get the fucking fire strted alr =.=".

Ltr, chilled out at the near-by vendor store, tot of alot of stupid stuff agn and zhi xuan was thr saying " eh, if u got anything, u know u can tell me, i can hear u out". Felt rly gratefull, I still haf frens out thr to hear my problems, but i just couldn't sae huh? Its not that i dun treat u as a fren, its hard to speak bout it, and it would ruin the mood of both parties. I probably haf created enuf problems to the ppl around me =) Probably nex time bro, i'll tell u =).. OKAE!enuf of the emo-emo stuff, if not some doodoo come hunting aft me =P.

Aft the bbq, it was like erm..11 pm, and timothy was saying " eh, the next avatar show is 11.20"... we were like " fuck?". Then we ran all the way frm the park to ehub and the q was... as usual, awesome~ LOL =.=. Dhen decided to go for the Avatar 3d at 12.20. Nice, we ran lik dogs fer nth but o well. The show was kinda awesome =) But, those 3d glasses kinda gives u the motion sickness and rly, it sucks to sit in the front row, neck aches like hell =).

Haha! its 4am in the morning now o.o, Latest i ever stayed up till now =) Guess i better get some slp now huh? Wouldnt want to b late for the lunch thingy ltr =) Thats all for todae ppl, ciaoz =)

2009-12-29T22:27:00.000-08:00

Hhaha, bloggin now for fun, needed to type out some of my tots =) Bored to the extreme at home now. Even gaming doesnt bring me the thrill that it once brought me. Have i changed? I dont know. I never knew i've changed in fact. It just came across my mind when my mom told me that i seem very different frm b4. Am i? Its whr i came to the point, that one would nv know when they change, its not i who wanted to point it out to u, its you whu doesnt rly know. But then agn, i mayb wrong somehow, no1 is ever perfect =P.

Sigh... its opening up once agn, wonder why? Whenever i think of those times, mayb it was i who was naive. Now, i had to make a choice that wasn't mine, and probably it takes time to heal, who knows when it will? I guess this isn't how my life is supposed to be. I would change my ways dhen, but who knows how. I've been told i have a shyt ass mindset, probably its time, to make a difference.

December, a month whr ur supposed to enjoy, a month whr ur supposed to relax, a month whr ur supposed to have fun. None of them rly applied to me this time. Probably this is the worse time of my year. Never felt so fucked up in my life b4.
Thinking back agn. It was only those short periods of time i rly felt happy, most of the time i was... sad? Nv knew whut to do, had to guess every little thing, makes me kind of... iritated.

Okae~Enough of all those emo stuff peeps =). Looking forward to my third bbq of the month haha! =) But then agn, it was you whu made me change to whu i am now and todae and... i think i had no regrets =). Oh! and also, tml thrs this lunch thingy haha =) Guess thats all for todae, i'll post bout the bbq ltr, stay tuned~ ciaoz ppl =).

2009-12-29T06:16:00.000-08:00

Life is full of questions, full of uncertainties that cant be simply answered with just a yes or no.

Well, strt of the dae, had a sjab meeting bout the CCA fair thingy. So far, only thing registered in my head bout the meeting, i THINK, i'm in charge of the erm... word searcher thingy. Haha! you can't blame me, was stoning through 3/4 of the whole meeting, thinking unnecessary stuff =). And as to why i was so quiet? I just dint felt lik talking.

Meeting ended at bout 11.20, left shortly aft. Din't feel comfortable sitting thr, so headed to my fren's hse to slack around hahaha =). Well, anyways, left the place at 1 plus to meet at Giant to shop for the BBQ items for tml. Crapped alot of nonsense throughout.

Ltr, went to Ehub to erm... initially was to get stuff we couldnt find in Giant haha =) Dhen ended up catching a movie at 6.50. SHERLOCK HOLMES =D. Totally awesome hahaha =) Laughed alot during the movie, kinda hlped me out one way or the other. Was kinda jealous of him too. Why are thr ppl who are jus that capable in deducing inferences. Capable in understanding the situation and adapt immediately. O well, before we caught the movie, played cards and chatted wif ryan for short moments. Made me ponder over unneccesary stuff agn. I guess i just need to set my emotions in the correct course and... let it go =).

Haha, going out way too often this few daes, but, think its kinda a gd thing for me. Letting me stay at home would just lead me to over thinking of alot of things. Honestly speaking, b4 i said those stuff ytd. I probably guessed the outcome. I alr guessed the reason, mayb. The moment i strted having doubts was alr when i probably When i came to learn bout it, i'm jus too ignorant. Pretty ironic eh? None of my guesses are actually right, but this time was an exception somehow. Resulted in a greater fall i guess =).

Life isn't all bout finding that special someone. Frens are always around, tho not all will listen to ur stories, but definitely, u can find 1 whom will listen to ur troubles, to lighten ur load. =). The hole in my heart, it may seemed patched up for now, But who knows whut will happen tml. Thrs a limit to how much one can change in life, and time spent to change. I probably aint like you, a week isnt enuf.

Well, guess thats all for todae. Hope to enjoy tml in the BBQ=) Ciaoz ppl =)

2009-12-28T15:21:00.001-08:00

Well, i just said i was serious bout it, but if thats the case, lets just drop it kae? I don't wan any1 to get hurt over this matter nor troubled. Mayb u are right, i dont have the rights to know, who am i aft all? Just a nobody. I heard everything from R bout it. If that were the case, i rather not have gone to the trip at all. But i cant turn back time, i aint god, aft all no1 rly gets 2nd chances. Perhaps i was hesitating in the past, and that probably would be my deepest regret.

Whats past is the past i guess... I don't want to dwell over this matter anymore. All i can say is that, stay happy alright? Follow what your heart tells u =D (I know the "stay happy" part i spam alot of time but ya =P)

Still frens =)?

2009-12-28T01:48:00.000-08:00

Here we are, in the best years of our lives.
With no way of knowing, when the
whee'll stop spinning cause we don't
know where we're going...
and here we are, on the best day of our lives.
And it's a go, lets make it last, so cheers you
all to that, 'cause this moment's never comin' back

I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

And here I am, on the west coast of
American and I've been tryin' to think for weeks of
all the ways to ask you, And now
I've brought you to the place, Where I've
poured my heart out, a million times, for a million
reasons, To offer it to you
I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

Moment of truth --- Fm static

Hahah!for those who haf been asking why i keep posting songs, well, i jus love it =P.. Nice song kae. "moment of truth". Its smth that i'm bout to post for todae haha =).

well~frsly, Went to sch for post Jap trip meeting, expected it to be kinda long, but hell yea! it was kinda short in the end =). Kinda hilarious when i also said i forgot to bring my PWD, shan't elaborate bout it, aint haf the mood. Moving on, Ryan called me to meet up wif him, went over and he jus ended his meeting wif Genelyn, Mdm Tiffany and Miss phua. Counted myself lucky, not to hav been part of the conversation =P.

Ltr decided to catch a movie wif ryan, went to ehub and reached thr at 1.37, but the movie was at 1.40 and we haven got our tickets!!! LOL =P. We were like rushing to the ticket counter and we saw the Q, Ryan was like " Nah.. lets go elsewhr, how bout the beach?" hahaha! was funny la, but went wif him to the beach =). Had a very long chat wif him, traded problems and got to know each other better, one way or another haha =). Well, while chatting and staring out at sea, my heart felt lighter, the effect is rly awesome, u guys should try it out sometime =P. Thx alot bro, for hlping out at times like this =)

Moving on. Went to ryan's hse. 2 words =) TOTALLY AWESOME!! hahaha =) Got my shoe, and thx agn bro haha =) Had a little chat agn and i got myself thinking, is this whut i rly wanted? i still don't know and i feel that i should express it now.

It wasn't me whu stayed in the past and it wasn't any1 else. My feelings for u are real and i know it wouldn't just fade away that easily. Its not a crush. Its more dhen that. I haven't been wasting this half a year doing nth and i know its short. Belive it or not, in every msg i sent you, my feelings were sincere and true.

I don't know bout you, you may feel that these feelings are immaterial, however, its not just puppy love. Those 9 daes, to be exact. I kept thinking, was it my fault? what did i do wrong?Was i bothering you? At that time, i didn't know anything, nth at all, i was just Confused. It rly pains the heart. If someone were to lead u on into this belief that the 2 of you could get together. You just left for a week and shes became a totaly changed person when u got back. She doesnt saes a word to u bout it.

At 1 point of time, i tot i rly should give up, but i cant. And thats whr i know, my feelings for u are real. I know you'll be reading this eventually, jus felt that i needed to sae it out, sooner or ltr.

You were the frs that made me rly happy, the frs to give me hopes and the frs to give me a heartache...

2009-12-27T16:11:00.000-08:00

I don't rly care if it isn't me... and i wouldnt want to know either. Just want everything to be back to normal as it is, like how it was once before =). If its rly hurting you... dhen mayb we should rly stop talking... Tho, no matter how much i wouldn't want that to happen, i would follow along. Life is just that unfair =)

Okae~ enough of the serious mood =).. Ltr need go sch for ppt presentation! dam it =.=!, so not looking forward to it haha =P. Well, at least thr's the 31st lunch thingy going on, smth to look forward to haha!Nth much to post, its like 8.25 am LOL =P kae, ciaoz ppl =)

And, sry if i rly bothered you for all this time, and sry for last night, that i lost my cool. Stay happy alright? =) Aft all, its ur smile that makes whut u are =)

2009-12-27T03:52:00.001-08:00

ARGH!!in the end no mahjong =.= freaking boring to the max lorh =( use laptop, also stare at screen nia=.=..no1 to chat to =( made this post for fun LOL!!coz i've got nth to post bout~ ciaoz agn ppl!

2009-12-26T18:40:00.000-08:00

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go"

Blind----Lifehouse

Ahhh~ nth to post, so posted this song =).. Like the lyrics, find it kinda true ahahhaha=) owell, wish me luck ltr in my MAHJONG =x...ciaoz ppl =)

2009-12-26T08:42:00.000-08:00

man, does any1 r;y understands me?i dont know, feels dam... feel like breaking down.

2009-12-26T04:51:00.000-08:00

Ahhh! nth much to post, so gonna keep it real short~.. Todae was rather boring, did nth much. Well, had another awesome dinner wif my family haha!=). oh ya~ tml, my cousin is coming to my hse for dinner and MAHJONG =) yay! haha~ hopes it gonna be fun tml =). Hmm... thrs this uneasy feeling, but i dunno wdh isit =.=. probably... o well =) thats all for todae, ciaoz ppl =)

Whuts the past is the past..

2009-12-25T19:09:00.000-08:00

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

Tonight---FM statics

Haha!coz someone asked whut my pm was, so ta-dah~ posted the song for ur reference lols!=...Feels that this song was similar to how i was once, during those daes... shan't bring up the past~ nth much to post anyways!oh wait!Charlene is in msia but has internet o.o, so nice hahaha =)Shall go disturb her, when she wakes up =X.. okae, ciaoz ppl! =D

~

2009-12-25T05:05:00.000-08:00

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Thunder ---Boys like girls

Hahaha!posted the lyrics of this song, tho i know its also a very old song =) just like the lyrics and the song =)... Nth much to post todae, pretty boring dae too, but had a great dinner wif my family =). Thats all for todae~ Oh wait! rmb-ed smth funny todae. When i was like telling doodoo that i'm eating ferrero rocher, and offered to give her 1/2 a nut or a nut or 1 nut wif the wrapper =X. nth else to post peeps~ ciaoz ppl!

VERY FUN DAE TODAE =)

2009-12-24T09:05:00.000-08:00

Okae, strting todae, we were supposed to meet at 4.15 at the WS MRT station=) guess whut? i was thr... standing frm 4.15 to 4.25 till Jan sen and melvin appeared, then 4.35 till doodoo appeared and near 5 whr felicia and jik yew appeared LOL!wasted my time tsk tsk~... okae, moving on =) dhen arrived at the expo at bout 5.15, and some doodoo said it would take 45 mins! hahaha =X. Dhen we stood thr waiting for like but an hour =.= and dhen headed to the church thingy~ Along the way, made frens wif Jun jie and Jun Hao =) Crapped alot of nonsense, and the "toilet" joke haha! =D... Dhen we proceeded to the place, preety messy but okae, got our seats, i nthe end sat wif Jik yew, Jun hao and jun jie =) wasnt paying attention much to whut the Pastor said =X Crapped almost all the way haha! and the skit was kinda nice and funny=)

Oh, before that rmb smth!when i frs sat down, thr was this gal(shan't name who =X)and i dont know her and she was very, very random =)

Girl: Hi~.. EH!! that cap!youuu... GOT IT FRM 77TH STREET RIGHT?!

me: *stunned... errr, ya?(thinking: I SO DUNNO U, WHY THE HELL U COMMENT ON MY CAP O.O.)

Girl: haha!i almost got that cap! but got this instead... blah blah blah

me: okae...*turned to jun jie " wdf, i dont know her T.T"

thats all~ moving on! Dhen ltr headed to dinner, walked here and thr and finally decided to go whitesands McDonalds =... Crapped alot haha =).. Dhen Jansen was like, taking out his phone, dhen suddenly spam his burst shots at us =.= I still rmb-ed... he was like taking a random photo, dhen i turned my head, facing his phone. *snaps. my un-glam photo jus got taken =.=..OH!another one!Jansen went downstaris jus to secretly take a photo shot of me, wdf!=.= Aft that, everyone was like taking out their phone taking random pics haha! dam funny!Then jun hao and justin was like stalking me with their video... thx alot ar, became a celebrity over night =)

WOOO~longest post so far i think haha!Made new frens =) Melvin/Jansen/Jun jie and Jun hao haha!Had a memorable time wif u guys, Merry X'mas ppl =)

soooo tired =)

2009-12-23T04:10:00.000-08:00

WOOO~ finaly back frm the shopping wif jer, Danil and roy =) Epicly tired hahahah =D Spent most of the time following danil tho, went hunting for his formal suit and pants LOL =X Said his gonna wear it for tml's x'mas celebration ahahaha =) But its like dam formal tho, a must see =X. Moving on~ Bought a cap and a belt at 77th street, yay!~ Oh ya! the best part of the dae was, jer and danil organised this thingy, but jer happened to only brought 10 dollars wif him LOL!! =X Surprisingly, he managed to get a shirt wif that amount haha! =) Well, crapped alot todae also, fun dae haha! =D.... Oya! forgot to add, tml gonna go to the x'mas celebration~ dunno whut will be doing thr, hopes its fun dats all =D.

2009-12-22T18:38:00.000-08:00

WOOO~ Eating candy cane at like 10.30 in the morning XD! so awesome LOL!and its dam sweet hahaha =).. Ltr going out wif danil, Jer and Roy for shopping! tho i got no money to buy anything =.=... hahaha! got nth much to post, since its so early in the morning~

You know... tho i may know the answer, it may not mean that i have given up =)

very fun dae todae =)

2009-12-22T06:41:00.000-08:00

HAHA! frsly! must thx to the b'dae girl whu changed my blogskin =) *claps claps XD. Aft going tru so many skins~ wait! actually 3 only haha =X. Okae, Moving on~ Todae went to Charlene's hse =) As forwarned, quite messy tho haha! Oh wait! b4 that, went to white sands Primary to collect Justin's PSLE results, and he got posted to Loyang Sec~ Dunno if its a gd or bad thing ~.~. Slacked and crapped alot at the doodoo's hse, dhen went to plae badminton =) Very h-i-l-a-r-i-o-u-s =X... shan't elaborate haha =D... Dhen left for the BBQ and arrived at burger king at 4.40( the meeting time) and guess whut? no1 turned up LOL =D, only Jik Yew tho~ dhen went to the bbq! Was very fun! hahahaha! only the gift exchange part =.= got smth... shytty, thx ar stanley =.=... dhen left the place at 10pm! thx god had Charlene's dad to sent me and jik yew home =) Was dam dark, and ya, kinda lazy to walk home either =X... TY uncle! and ps for leading you to the wrong direction =X...

Hhaha! think its my longest post! YAY! =D.. Okae, lastly! HAPPY B'DAE DOODOO! and wish u all a merry X'mas =) Very tired now~ played alot during the bbq!Ciaoz~

~

2009-12-21T07:05:00.000-08:00

But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

Fall for you--secondhand serenade

Tho this songs seems pretty damn old, but just came across this song todae, love the lyrics haha =) And its whut i feel towards you. Anyways, todae went for group meeting wif jonathan, joyce and vennetha. Finished most of it, whereas i pratically did almost nth at all XD. Crapped alot todae hahaha =)

...

2009-12-20T03:20:00.000-08:00

Fuck leh! just when a think i've chosen the right path.. i met another obstacle. Should i go str8 on, or take the alternate path. I srsly dont know... I wish you would tell me the answer...

Life i such a drag when i cant figure out whut ur thinking..

2009-12-20T01:13:00.000-08:00

I used to think you're the light that shines my dae.. now, it kinda seems the opposite... Mayb i'm jus being too ignorant bout the truth. But, o wells =) Life is like a box of chocolate, you'll never know whut u get. haha =)

~.~

2009-12-19T05:14:00.000-08:00

Okae. Frsly, todae had sjab public duty~ din't turn out as bad as i had thought tho =) Crapped alot wif Jik Yew and Aifaa hahaha. Still rmb-ed Jik yew's reaction when Aifaa faked some sms to Huan kang XD...Totally hilarious LOL =D. Moving on~ aft that, left the place and when back to G.v.s.s to pass Damian my assesment forms, which are bound to phail anyways =.= slacked thr till 5 plus dhen left for home =).

Think, i'll take back whut i said once b4. I'll con't being an idiot. After all, giving up is a hard choice =). But still, thx for everything, Ryan and Royston =D. Tho, none of ur plans actually worked LOL =X. Ops... forgot to thx little jimmy thr too LOL =P.

WOOOHOO~ frs time blogging peeps =)

2009-12-19T04:57:00.001-08:00

Through blood, sweat and effort, i finally made this shyt thingy LOL and as u can see my tittle, frs time blogging~ dunno why, but just felt like making one, and poof! =)... this post feels dam short o.o